Rowan Feldhaus-Poison Apples-A Warning to Organ Receivers EVERYWHERE!

There's a lot of Trans critical buzz at the moment regarding the recent unfortunate/unnecessary death of trans female Rebecca Elizabeth Feldhaus AKA Rowan Feldhaus, who died from septic shock after receiving a hysterectomy for PCOS. Much of the ado is as much about Trans sterilization as it is Rebecca's death. In typical heterocentric fashion, heaven and earth forbid whenever and for whatever reason a female's baby maker is removed!

Prior to the involvement of the heterosexual brained pop-out-a-baby-or-die-trying Liberals, medicalized treatment for Transgender consisted of removing hormone driven cancer sensitive organs (including reproductive) prior to the introduction of cross sex hormones. In lieu heterosexual Liberal anti-sterilization policies cancer risks to Transgender patients have increased sooner and complicated Trans surgeries post cross sex hormones later on.

The majority of Trans critical Liberal simps support adult use/treatment of Trans drugs/surgeries. What they are highly critical of however is Trans surgeries involving sterilization! Regarding this particular case Trans Crit Libs are (with Hetero narrow mindedness) trying to make the point that Rebecca Feldhaus would not be dead had she not been sterilized. NOT however that she shouldnt have been medically supported in using cross sexed hormones (that increase cancer risks to reproductive organs) that in fact diseased her reproductive organs (and perhaps other organs) thereby requiring their removal!

Worst of all, in the midst of the Heterocentric Trans Crit flurry over Rebecca's hysto death, the pop-out-a-baby-panacea completely missed the circus of elephants in the operating room!

 "transgender activist Rowan Feldhaus will save five lives as an organ donor"

In other words, sauced synthetic hormone treated organs (her reproductive organs were already diseased) will be used in no less that FIVE other people! No mention or thought given to the myriad of studies (short and long term) that give evidence that HRT gives rise to various cancers and other cardiovascular diseases, including mitochondria  cell death from cross sex hormone use. And absolutely zip lips on what the aromatization of testosterone had on Rebecca's tainted organs that have/are being donated to already health compromised people!

FIVE more people may die because doctors ignored basic female biology by green lighting Rebecca's testosterone use for the fruitless purpose of transition. While Trans Crit Libs are more concerned that Rebecca and other Transgender females can still push a poison baby out of their pussy's!

All ignoring that Rebecca's organs are now being given out like candy to a baby. FIVE starving babies in this case and not a warning sign in sight to tell them there's a razor blade in the caramel apples!
 
Ignorant and shortsighted doesnt even BEGIN to cover the damage done or the damages yet to come.

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Is Aunt Lynn a Boy? or Do Children Respond to Lesbians as they Respond toward Males?

Last Sunday Mrs Dirt and I had breakfast with a niece of my we hadnt seen in a while. My niece had with her, my great great nephew-Eli, age 7. Eli we hadnt seen for about a year. During breakfast Eli incorrectly used a male pronoun toward me, my niece quickly corrected him, then reminded him that they had discussed this earlier when they were on their way down for breakfast. My niece explained to Anna and I the conversation her and Eli had about me being a girl and not a boy, as Eli had, with my niece used an incorrect pronoun regarding myself. This situation is one both my niece and I are used to, as family youngsters have LONG incorrectly assumed I am a male. And like Eli, are perplexed to find out that I am in fact a female.

Anna and I asked Eli what makes me a boy and Anna a girl. His first response was that I had on long shorts. He said girls dont wear long shorts. Anna then said that her shorts were the same length as mine, then asked him if she too is a boy. Eli shook his head emphatically NO. He then said Anna had longer hair and pointed out I had boy hair. Anna then asked him if he grew his hair out the same length as hers, would he be a girl. He looked icked out and said NO! I told him then that Anna was like Bruce Jenner (he clearly knew who I referenced) and looked at Anna and said jokingly "take off you wig then"! Eli then looked at my niece and asked " aunt Lynn is a boy, right?". My niece said no, Lynn is a girl. I asked him, if I grew my hair out and had shorter shorts, would that make me a girl like Anna. He shook his head no again. He said "you a boy"! He said that all three of us were trying to "fool" him. Eli went home sure that my actual sex is male. Even when social cues to sex were stripped away, Eli still remained convinced I am male.

Also interesting is, despite being assured that Anna is female, he responded to her very differently than he did/does with my niece. He treated/acted with her as he does me-like he would around males. My niece, he acts like he typically does around women (and by women I most certainly mean straight). He has always been quite the handful, being spoiled by his great granny and my niece doesnt help. Despite not having seen him in quite a while, up until a year ago, I saw him quite often. He acts bananas with women relatives and falls in line if a male relative is around or when I am or now even when Anna is. His response to me is common whenever I'm around children, even children that do not know me, Anna admits to the same in her vast experience with children, related and unrelated.

Even when it is clear that we are female, children respond to us as they would males. I HEAVILY suspect even when it is physically obvious Lesbians are female, we are STILL read as male(ish) via brain processes. It isnt simply that we as Homosexuals have a built in gaydar system for detecting each other, we have a gaydar system that signals to Heterosexuals how to respond to us/treat us.

More examples of Lesbian experiences with being read as male by adult Heterosexuals coming soon.

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Girl/Woman Dysphoria-Silently Harming Lesbians for Centuries

I've written various posts touching on the subject of Lesbian discomfort with/in Heterosexual norms, but until now I havent written specifically on it. In my post Lesbian Children are NOT Girls I wrote:

"Usually by age three, Lesbians (no matter the variety) do not comfortably identify with the category Girl."

Girl/Woman is a catagory of Female that alienates Lesbians from other Lesbians, and worse from ourselves as Lesbians. The seeds of that alienation are planted from the moment baby Lesbians can adequately see/feel (Even blind Lesbian youths feel uncomfortable with Heterosexual categories of Female). As Lesbians grow/learn and are soon wrongfully labeled Girl, the seeds of Dysphoria begin to grow in every single Lesbian who has ever existed and currently will ever exist.

A huge part of Lesbian's Girl/Woman Dysphoria (GWD) lies in its untranslatableness to Lesbians beginning at birth. Girl/Woman isnt something Lesbians get/understand. It makes little to no sense to us, even when grown. If Girl/Woman is foreign to Lesbian brains, it is equally foreign to our Lesbian tongues. Lesbians do not speak Girl/Women, we speak Lesbian. I will elaborate more on this specifically in a future post, for now I simply want mention it in the general as it is part of the totality of Lesbian feelings of being different/foreign/alien/ugly.

Lesbian children arent simply uncomfortable with/in the confines of a heterosexual world, we are mortified even by any freedoms of Girl/Women! Meaning, no matter how open/free/feminist Girl/Woman is, for Lesbians, it remains foreign at best, a nightmare at worst. This distress begins pre-verbal, even if heterosexual parents/caregivers lack the homosexual understanding to recognize early Lesbian distress signals, they ARE present!

Because Girls/Women and Lesbians share a sex (female) there is confusion that Lesbians are Girls/Women. Young Dykes or baby Butches might stand out visually to heterosexual adults more than say Femme youths, but all forms of Lesbian children stand out to other children/to ourselves. All Lesbian children (yes even those who can sport girls clothes when required), are aghast at being called a Girl, even if we say nothing. Because really, what can we say? We dont exist in a way that we can say "Wait a minute, I'm not a Girl" and have it make sense to heterosexuals. Although many Lesbian children have said as much. Met with something between parental confusion/horror or a gentle reminder that yes, we are Girls. Maybe even a child explanation of how Boys and Girls are different. Yes. We know we arent Boys. But many young Dykes wished we were, just so we would no longer be called that thing WE know that we are not-Girl! Ick!

If/when a Lesbian child gets an explanation about how she is not a Boy, whether or not she brought up the subject, heterosexuals immediately go to "you're not a Boy" if a Lesbian child indicates in heterosexuality-land that she isnt a Girl/isnt like a Girl/cannot relate to Girl/s. These are the only two catagories of humans Heterosexuals default to. And while predominantly that is true, Girl and Boy (female/male) are the prime candidates for Humans-both categories are also defaulted to Heterosexual Girl or Boy! Lesbian children are NOT obviously Heterosexual! Therefore our Lesbian behaviour/thought processes/interests/functions etc are Hetsplained to us by Heterosexuals!

Causing more confusion and more strength in what we know vs what we can explain and be heard/understood, that we are NOT Girls anymore than we are not Boys! The longer this repeat function continues, the deeper the Girl/Women Dysphoria (GWD) roots. The thickness of the root depends of variables of life; personality/IQ, family, friends, school systems, religion, etc. Regardless, ALL Lesbians suffer some form of GWD.

Some general issues GWD creates for Lesbians:

• Preventing Lesbians from entering school sports by demands of Lesbians adhering to Girl uniforms.
• Lesbian discomfort/horror with School uniforms for Girls.
• Lesbian repulsion for being assumed Girl/Woman, despite not behaving/functioning Straight.
• Parents/authority figures treating Lesbians as Heterosexual (Girl/Woman).
• Lesbians misunderstanding our own discomfort/horror in Girl/Woman (heterosexuality).
• Parents/authority figures misunderstanding Lesbians GWD.
• Parents/authority figures assuming Lesbian children a trapped in the wrong body, when Lesbian children display horror at being thought of/pressured into Girl/Women i.e. Heterosexual female norms.
• Lesbian discomfort/horror in female bodily growth/functions because we fear turning into Girls/Women.
• Lesbians being treated/flagged as "different" from a young age without anyone ever being able to name that difference.
• Acute Lesbian fears from childhood we will "act like other Girls/Women" once we grow up.

The Girl/Woman Dysphoria Lesbians face and feel beginning from birth and sometimes not ending until death, is a deeply felt fear/shame/anger/pain and assorted other extreme emotions no Lesbian (regardless even of positive circumstance) reaches adulthood/old age unscathed. The greatest issue facing Lesbians is our Girl/Woman Dysphoria. This issue until NOW while having been noticed (Lesbians being/acting/functioning different), GWD has been misunderstood. And the simple fact is, in the hands of Heterosexuals, GWD will remain Hetsplained at best and Hetsplained at the worst. Like everything Lesbians have lived and died through under Heterosexuality, we cannot rely on Heterosexuals to explain Lesbian to Lesbians. Only WE can understand our brains, our bodies, our feelings and adequately communicate our Lesbian lives/feelings back to ourselves.

This post will be the first of many on Girl/Woman Dysphoria, its importance to Lesbian Health and equilibrium is unparalleled, particularly amid ersatz Identity Politics.

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Nevertheless, She Persisted-Portrait of a Lesbian

She persisted, a phase heard today that can get you kudos on one hand or transitioned in the other, the other is the focus of this post.

The homophobic DSM dream team put next to no limits on when a gender-non-conforming child/teen/adult should be transitioned. Our monoheteroist society supports DSM doKtors/theories because they align with most of their own. Liberals have easily been lead by their politically correct nostrils to support Transgenderism in case someone somewhere at some point in time may be offended. And the not-so-Trans-critical agree/support a wait-till-you're-a-bit-older approach to transition. ALL agree that there MUST be a persistence of gender non-conformity. But how long of a persistence?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. Nevertheless, she persisted! At 5 months should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. Nevertheless, she persisted! At 9 months should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She preferred balls to dolls. Nevertheless, she persisted! At 1 year should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She got her first mini-bike at age four. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 5 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She caught a 12 inch perch at age 4 while her dad cheered her on. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 6 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She wanted to be Bruce Lee. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 7 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She had a Big Wheel and caught even bigger fish. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 8 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She was strong, shy and was usually found in t-shirts and shorts. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 9 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She got a bigger, faster mini-bike. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 10 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. Her dad taught her how to ride a dirt-bike when she was 10. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 11 should she have been transitioned into a faux boy?

She didnt look quite like a Girl, she didnt act like a Girl, she didnt process or use information like a Girl. She palled around with a few of her uncles. Despite the long locks, she repeatedly was asked from strangers whether she was a Girl or a Boy. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 15 should she have been transitioned into a faux teenage boy?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 30 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. She loved cats. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 33 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. She loved cats. She loved family. She had her first Xmas without her father. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 36 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. She loved cats. She loved family. She celebrated Xmas with her mentally handicapped older brother who is 27 years her senior. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 45 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. She loves cats. She loves family. She works hard. She strives for the Good. She fights for whats right, even when what is right is on the wrong side of the law. Nevertheless, she persisted! At age 47 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

She didnt look like a Woman, she didnt act like a Woman, she didnt process or use information like a Woman. She was assumed to be a male by most strangers and routinely harassed whenever she used a public bathroom. She loves cats. She loves family. She works hard. She strives for the Good. She fights for whats right, even when what is right is on the wrong side of the law. She married happily. She celebrates her and her wife's first home together. Nevertheless, she persisted!

At age 49 should she have been transitioned into a faux man?

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