Still very much in the process of recovering my health and this is some of the ignorance, hate and putrid vile aimed and fired at me, albeit behind the cover of a computer:
The subject listed is "dirt hates her body"- a curious subject title considering this is a space that dismantles how misogyny attacks the female body to such a deep extent that females turn that external misogyny within and on themselves. I and many other women have been quite forthright regarding how dysphoria made our teen and young adult lives nearly unlivable. And how feminism and loving lesbian friends and lovers helped us to steal our female lives back from misogyny, to achieving a powerful female pride and an eventual boring comfortableness. I suspect the remark is the typical fear inspired "trans in denial" remark so often applied to any lesbian who lives outside the Gender Straight Jacket comfortably.
Next up is the chosen email name "teabag your face"- If not familiar, this is meant to be a degrading sexual act of a male placing his testes on or near the eyes of a female partner and his penis in or near her mouth. Its prime aim is to degrade, not to initiate any pleasure for the female. That a woman would use such a degrading, misogynistic male phrase illustrates a deep sense of shame and weakness in herself, specifically herself as a woman.
Next is something that makes no sense at all to me regarding being "sexually abused". As I was fortunate as a female not to have been sexually abused on any level, I can only speculate that either she hasnt read this blog for any length or the more likely culprit, pure transference.
Then we have "hating other people"- Outside of despising the systems of patriarchy/misogyny and all systems spawned from either, not having even a person or persons in my personal life that I have "hated" this remark makes zero sense to me.
Moving on to "you deserve to be raped"- this smacks of some serious self female hatred. No woman would EVER wish rape on anyone or thing unless so deep into self loathing from perhaps having been raped themselves or angry at their own fears of being vulnerable to rape. No matter how you slice it, it bespeaks of horrific internalized misogyny.
And then we have her wishing a trans female would "strangle" me and rape my dead body "tear your vagina to shreds"- Interestingly she doesnt put herself in the place of doing so, clearly she sees herself as much too weak and scared for the job. Again, this remark clearly illustrates this woman's notions of herself as powerless/weak simply because she's a woman. She needs a woman who has taken on a male role to do the killing and the raping because she as a woman is incapable.
Last but not least she says she would like to "jizz" on my "ugly face"- interestingly for the climax she momentarily puts herself almost in the male role in wanting to ejaculate IF she were a male, but because she isnt all she can do is wish.
Its interesting to break down comments that at first come across as nothing more than hate filled nonsense, but once we deconstruct such remarks the truths revealed underneath belie pain, fear, shame, self loathing and a host of other sordid emotions such comments seek to hide. I find it also interesting that dismantling misogyny leads some woman into perpetuating it.
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