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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Straight Female Fetishizers who Pressure Females to Transition

The screen caps below were emailed to me yesterday, I have verified that all pics and info contained in the pics have been previously made public by the female/s within the pics. 

That said, I find the transition pressuring made by the clearly straight "g/f" in this video, linked in the screen caps, absolutely abhorrent! Not surprisingly, the female transitioner featured first, has since deleted her YT account.


Two young women down, how many more to go before Miss ftM Fetishizer gets bored and winds up married with children with a male?

If a female claims to love and care for you, then enables you in an form of female self hatred, she really doesnt love/care for you. If someone truly loves you, they will love you enough to help you love yourself just as you are.

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  1. Lesbian do this things also. In 2007 I've met a guy who wasn't sure whether he should transition or not. He was befriended with a lesbian and she forced him to take hormones. In the end he stayed away from transition.

    Cizz from europe

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  2. i'm generally behind you, Dirt, and while it's fun to read about these silly young strangers, I must admit it might make this blog seem rather petty, your concentrating on these laughable individuals...

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  3. This blog reminds me of the National Enquirer....I can tell you a shit load of horror stories about dykes! Hell, two dykes I was with. Not so pretty!

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  4. This blog reminds me of the National Enquirer....

    yep. the more this blog is around the more laughable it gets. the blogger is who is laughable.

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  5. @Cizz: Trans fetishists are dangerous no matter their own orientation.


    Sure dykes can be cunts and bitches. But cunts and bitches don't pressure you into body altering procedures and then just leave your deformed ass after you did all that for them. Those would be the fetishists.

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  6. Sure dykes can be cunts and bitches. But cunts and bitches don't pressure you into body altering procedures and then just leave your deformed ass after you did all that for them. Those would be the fetishists.


    ...And just think...it was a dyke that did that to them...things that make you go hmmmmmmm!

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  7. The only thing that makes me go, "hmm.." is your own confusing reasoning, anon.



    I wouldn't call this girl a dyke. She's supposedly with a "man," right? She's nothing more than a straight girl having fun with in the queer culture and destroying perfectly good female bodies in the process.

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  8. How can you seriously end up a 8 years relationship and get engaged the next year? And how it happens a person only falls in love with FTM?
    Straight is a sexual orientation. Gay is a sexual orientation. Being attracted only to FTM is not a valid sexual orientation but fetichism. Moreover when ou read in previous Dirt post this woman is not happy to disclose her bf is FTM. Like if she ware ashamed of being a foot or a leather fetichist. What if Aydian does not want to stay into the closet and wants to be proudly opened about his transexuality?

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  9. Do you people want her to put on her facebook. "My boyfriend is an FTM transexual". If she did that then she would be demanding attention for her relationship.
    What are the reasons behind her and the exs break up?

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  10. "Do you people want her to put on her facebook. "My boyfriend is an FTM transexual". If she did that then she would be demanding attention for her relationship."

    The whole reason this discussion started in the first place was because she freaked out that a link from a comment posted somewhere on this blog popped up when googling her name. That link connected her to her transboyfriend. It's not about demanding attention, she's actually trying to hide it.

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  11. This is cyber bullying to a new level. There has to be a way to have you arrested for exploiting people this way. Its alright to have your own opinion.

    But you seem to toy with other people's lives as if you are a spoiled child.

    This is no better than some Perez Hilton tabloid.

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  12. "It's not about demanding attention, she's actually trying to hide it."

    If this woman does not want her trans fetichism to be known, why on earth has she uploaded videos on TMatesFTM about her first trans bf (Aiden)? And why is she also on her new bf (Aydian) YouTube channel see there: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrtjJSJeeYU

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  13. Dirt's unhealthy trans obsession may very well lead to a restraining order. Dirt, you are a sad, creepy, failure.

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  14. "But you seem to toy with other people's lives as if you are a spoiled child. "

    The only oerson who toys with other people life is this Jenilee.

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  15. I can't stand behind this. This is weirding me out. I do not know these people at all. I can't even prove or disprove what this girl's involvement in any FTMs' lives are. I do not know her sexual orientation. I don't even wish to know those things. If I felt she were harming people I would contact her and speak to her about it if I really cared. I do not though.

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  16. "I can't even prove or disprove what this girl's involvement in any FTMs' lives are"

    Have a look at the first T shot video mentionned in the article and you will have an answer to this question.

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  17. Those are a couple of handsome young men.

    I hope this is the post that finally leads to legal action against you, Dirt.

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  18. The "straight couple" the Female to Male Transexual Aydian Dowling and Jenilee Anzalone will marry in May 2012, you can offer them a wedding gift here: http://registry.weddingchannel.com/coupledir/20125/A/R318923644/JENILEE_ANZALONE_AND_AYDIAN_DOWLING.htm

    Why not a phallo and a top surgery for Aydian who is a masculinised woman but certainly not a male?

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  19. Jenilee is smoking hot. I can see how she can turn someone's head, let her remake them into what she likes better.

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  20. Over the years you have consistently followed a pattern of harassment and stalking against FTM individuals. Stalking and harassing behavior can and often does occur in public, so your constant rhetoric about your finding images and other personal information about people on the public internet really doesn't protect you. The only thing protecting you thus far is that no one has had the desire or perhaps resources to come forward and press charges against you or perhaps initiate a civil lawsuit...or hell, why not both.

    Now you're even escalating beyond your typical MO by just making a claim that these photos were "once" publicly posted, but apparently they aren't now . . .or perhaps never were.

    Someday you're going to regret all this shit you do on here. Hopefully sooner than later, but I realize you've been at it now for literally years.

    Maybe the court can order you off the internet and away from computers. It's happened to other criminals. Hopefully it happens before your lies and harassment of people ends up harming someone.

    Finally, you're a real piece of shit.

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  21. Must admit it's depressing that these misguided kids can wed while I am not, as an unaltered homosexual, marry my true love of 20 years...

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  22. (correction: meant to write MAY not, not AM not)

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  23. I doubt she fell in love with FTM aspect of the individual. I believe that is a bunch of bullshit. Just because she stuck around and helped him with what he needed. Things happen and break up. How do you know that the definate reason she broke up with him was over the fact that he altered his body? Also Dirt, you need to get a life and leave these trans folk alone. It's not your right to tell them that you think what they're doing is wrong. Stop judging them. It gives you a bad rep, and bad name.. also coming from someone with "dirtywhiteboi as their name. You don't have much room to talk.

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  24. @rips

    Don't blame these people. That isn't their fault. The fact that you can't marry your love of 20 years is NOT these people's fault.

    Do not blame them. Blame the evil that is discrimination of ALL forms. Dirt is to blame, the United States its to blame. All of this is discrimination.

    Live and let live.

    The fact that Dirt felt the need to list these people's full names, links to facebooks, exact names of the Universities they attend...its disgusting.

    I'm going to consult the authorities and see what I can have done about this. This has gone too far. Regardless of your opinions on these people (which is immature and invalid considering that none of you degenerates matter) this is unnecessary.

    I'm going to report this and hopefully have some legal action against this woman once and for all.

    You bigots want to stand up for what's "right"? STOP meddling in the lives of others and exploiting personal information.

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  25. (I didn't say it was their fault- it's just sort of insulting to me that once you change your F to an M on your ID you can marry)

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  26. That's fine and dandy. Greeat. Lovely.

    Take that up with the government and its tactics of discrimination.

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  27. r's said...
    (I didn't say it was their fault- it's just sort of insulting to me that once you change your F to an M on your ID you can marry)

    well there are plenty of straight people who are insulted that gay people want to marry. That does not mean gay people should not be able to marry just because someone is insulted by it. ..anymore than it means trans should not be able because you are insulted by it.

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  28. Why don't these people see that they are behaving just as badly as straight people have to gays?

    They are them. They're the same.

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  29. You know, i dont understand why people dont understand where this chick is coming from. If there was a link to my facebook about being transgender, id be angry, cause im trying to be stealth. Not all my friends need to know. People are cruel. And my partner doesnt need to be shouting out that i am, even if i wasnt stealth. She can be stealth. Its not about me. Its about her. All of her facebook friends dont need to know that shes dating a dude without a dick. They might not take to it very well. My girlfriends parents and friends dont need to know, she doesnt need to go through that, and i dont want her to. this chick is the same. Its not about being ashamed. Its about not wanting to go through shitty situations and people being dicks to you. christ, dirt. You get more ridiculous all the time.

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  30. christ, dirt. You get more ridiculous all the time.

    May 22, 2011 8:19 PM

    this is like a drug for dirt. Enough is never enough. Because she needs to keep reaching a new and bigger high than the last time she will keep reaching higher and doing more outlandish things. The more people slow down on posting on her blog the more desperate she will come.

    This makes her potentially dangerous. Remember what a phobia is. A strong fear, dislike, or aversion..

    We need to all stop posting and let her hang herself. It is a matter of time as she IS getting bolder and bolder.

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  31. i don't think it's the same as straight people being offended or insulted by gay people wanting to marry (and besides, they usually can't)- these are biological WOMEN allowed to marry each other because one is disguising herself as male- quite different!

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  32. **Anonymous said...
    i don't think it's the same as straight people being offended or insulted by gay people wanting to marry (and besides, they usually can't)- these are biological WOMEN allowed to marry each other because one is disguising herself as male- quite different!**

    There is a huge parallel. In both cases there are people telling others how to live their lives.

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  33. no, the law is allowing them to marry because they do conform to the norm

    a different thing entirely

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  34. That's what bugs me about transsexualism in general
    I've always been anti-conformist and to me transitioning is the most regressive conforming thing one can do
    And it kind of peeves me when it's presented as something radical

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  35. The true question is...

    WHO CARES what bugs YOU about transsexualism??

    What makes you feel that you are so important that anybody asked your opinion on transsexualism?

    Are you a transsexual? I think not. Henceforth, be quiet and live and let live.

    God. Leave people alone you sick monsters.

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  36. Anti conformists are known for their egocentricity. I'm not too shocked by that statement.

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  37. Transpeople cannot get married legally unless they have surgery done to their genitalia and/or have their birth certificate changed.

    "Have a look at the first T shot video mentionned in the article and you will have an answer to this question."

    Well, I meant more so that I cannot see if she was forcing anyone. Some people are insinuated that she was upset when her last gf came out as trans. I'm not a fly on the wall to know everything.

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  38. I heard of something like this one time. There was this lesbian I was friends with in Seattle and she basically passed as male just all on her own. She was naturally masculine looking. Well, that type of woman attracts an element sometimes and she'd told me her previous ex had spoke with her about sex change surgery. I asked what she said and she told me "I told her that was too heavy to be bringing up the second I walk in the door from work." Her final answer turned out to be "That's too much." I guess that sums it up.

    There would have to be very few females who only go for ftm--I can't imagine that would be common.

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  39. Why wouldn't she be freaked out by having her name on what seems to be a trans hate blog?

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  40. Doubel Ax to GrindMay 22, 2011 at 11:38 PM

    Chaz Bono's girlfriend got all giggly on Oprah and actually said their sex life had gotten better after bi-gold-digger girlfriend (so not a real lesbian IMO) seems happy that Chaz transitioned and dissed all the lesbians on national TV. Honestly, is there no level of stupid these celebrity loser children won't stoop to?!

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  41. "Transpeople cannot get married legally unless they have surgery done to their genitalia and/or have their birth certificate changed. "

    Wrong.

    Aydian on the photos is only on T and does a lor of work-out.
    He has boobs and no bottom surgery.

    You can even fund his surgery here: http://aydianstruechestfund.chipin.com/top-surgery
    (note by the way she aks for funds under her name so anybody could find her FTM history online including guests or family invited to her wedding so how can you pretend being stealth?)

    So medically, Aydian is a woman with hirsutism.

    Because Aydian claims she is trans, she can marry her girlfriend but if she were claiming she is lesbian, she could not.

    It is called reward to conformism.

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  42. Why be degrading?May 23, 2011 at 2:34 AM

    "Sure dykes can be cunts and bitches. But cunts and bitches don't pressure you into body altering procedures and then just leave your deformed ass after you did all that for them. Those would be the fetishists"

    First I don't understand why anyone has to use the word cunt to describe anyone.

    But Lesbians/Dykes are not saints either. I was with a butch lesbian that I flat did not know where my life started and her life stopped. We lived in a very remote area and every tactic used in a hetero abusive relationship was used by her in this relationship. She actually had me believing if I tried to get out of there she would know about it before I got out of the area. She called me in between every patient she had (yes she was a doctor) and IM'ed me multiple times a day from work. Eventually a friend who knew me from before helped me get out and straightened out my fears of being caught trying to leave.

    There are good people and bad people in every color, every gender, and every life style. There are manipulative and overpowering people and those who cannot easily stand up to them in every range as well.

    But please!! Regardless of the side of the fence you are on please quit using terms like cunt and bitches when describing people. To use degrading verbage does not say much for anyone who does it as an individual and I know people on both sides of the fence of this are better than being degrative.

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  43. Aydian and his GF can get married because they live in Canada.

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  44. "Aydian and his GF can get married because they live in Canada."

    Wrong, they live in Florida and are american citizens.

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  45. It is good sometimes to remind to all those chemically modified woman who they are: woman.

    You are not trans if you have not completed the surgical process.

    And it is unfair to allow a woman to marry another woman just because this woman is on T whereas a woman who is not on T is denied this right to marry her girlfriend.

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  46. I am a little bit disturbed by the obsession over transsexual men on this blog. Also to mention the lack of respect for others. Why is it bothersome that such individuals feel uncomfortable in their bodies? And such a shame to see a "butch lesbian" have something against those who wish to be themselves as well.

    I am trying to understand what is being said here, with "If a female claims to love and care for you, then enables you in an form of female self hatred, she really doesn't love/care for you. If someone truly loves you, they will love you enough to help yourself just as you are."

    Is it a way of saying, ones partner should enable them to feel comfortable with themselves and not go through with transitions? That's a bit controlling, don't you think? That's almost like forcing someone to still change how they feel and who they KNOW themselves as. It's not about hating females or the female body, it's about feeling comfortable and being who they are. Also, if someone loves that person, they will accept them as they are and yes, make them feel wanted and comfortable but as the person they see themselves as.

    I do not see this as a "fetish" either. It's a woman who loves a MAN. Does not necessarily mean she has to be a lesbian to be with a FTM. Perhaps she feels more attracted to someone mentally and physically? It is none of our business who she is engaged to or who she is sleeping with.

    Dissing people, which mainly seems to be trans males on this blog, isn't the way to go. It only makes a person look ridiculously ignorant. A person's life should not be on blast as a debate like this.

    And "Two young women down,..--" Should be, "Two young MEN down,..--".

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  47. "It's a woman who loves a MAN. "

    Wrong. Aydian is a masculinised woman with boobs, vagina...Aydian, she, looks like a woman with hirsutism.
    Being chemically modified with hormone does not make her a "man" and will never be.

    To be more environmentally conscious, I suggest Jenilee be finally true to herself and goes for non-GM fruits & vegetables and for bio males instead. Moreover if she feels uncoforable dating a woman on T whose life appears on YouTube.

    Nothing tastes better than a real bio dick.

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  48. "It is none of our business who she is engaged to or who she is sleeping with. "

    This woman has a personal channel on YouTube:
    http://www.youtube.com/user/JLee0719 and when you search on "Jenilee FTM" on YouTube, http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=jenilee+ftm
    you get her face all over the place on 3 pages.

    Some of her video scored up to 8900 views.

    When you disclose your life at such level of exposure, we have the right to comment her fetichism.

    And by the way, Aydian seems to be her rebound relationship after her first FTM bf left her. It looks like she is finishing with Aydian what she has started with Aiden like wedding and straight conformism.

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  49. Come on this Jenilee does not have the guts to go out and date a real bio male.

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  50. "Marriage certificates have been declined or revoked because the court found out that the man in the relationship was not biologically male."

    Legally, and biologically, Aydian is a woman on T so a woman with hirsutism so if the marriage is done , it will be a same sex marriage...

    That makes Jenilee a lesbo who likes hairy cross-dressed women.

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  51. "That makes Jenilee a lesbo who likes hairy cross-dressed women."

    No, that makes Jenilee a lesbo seeking for social and family acceptance at any price including forcing her girlfriends to masculinise their outer self. This Jenilee Anzalone should see a therapist to deal with her own internalised homophobia.

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  52. Actually it makes her another disordered straight female ftM fetishizist. Nothing lesbian about her.

    dirt

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  53. "Anti conformists are known for their egocentricity. I'm not too shocked by that statement:
    (I've always been anti-conformist and to me transitioning is the most regressive conforming thing one can do
    And it kind of peeves me when it's presented as something radical
    )"

    So, I'm the bad one for being against conformity- interesting.
    I assume you concede that transsexualism is indeed a type of extreme conservatism in disguise?

    (My ego is, yes, of a healthy size- but I'm a Leo, what can I do?)

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  54. There is no "disguise" about it.

    dirt

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  55. "Why is it bothersome that such individuals feel uncomfortable in their bodies?"

    the other way around:
    Why is it so bothersome that some people critisize this?? These people feel uncomfortable to adress people with their fantasy pronouns. Sometimes it's like transpeople are nothing but a bunch of cult members.They are forcing others to belive their fantasies and harrass people who critizise them but at the same time blaming other people for being intolerant and they love to scream "tranzphobiaaaa".

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  56. "They are forcing others to belive their fantasies and harrass people who critizise them"

    I totally agree. At least leather fetichizers do meet in private clubs and do not force other people to enter in their role play if they don't want to.

    When I look at the Aiden and Aydian here, I see chemically altered women not males.
    Because what the language defines as "male" is "a person with a dick, no boobs and born XY".

    But I am totally ok to call those persons "masculinised women".
    If this Jenilee Anzalone is totally into having sex and long relationships with 'masculinised women' and wants to brag about it on YouTube, after all, ok, why not it is her fantasy...

    But having marriage rights, no. Because it is a joke.

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  57. I wouldn't argue that they shouldn't marry- I say everyone should be able to! It's just silly that they can marry legally while untransitioned women can't marry gf's.

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  58. (& you're obviously the poster who likes to write about dick- weird- who wants to hear it!)

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  59. I'm someone who reads this Blog regularly and thinks it's important to have a place to look critically at the trans question, and pretty much agree with Dirt on most points. I personally think it's not fair to use Jenilee's full name, to force her "outing." I also don't know how beneficial it is to pick one person apart.

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  60. Why did Aiden break down in the first T-shot video? Was it like a this-is-the-best-day-of-my-life kind of break down or a I'm-not-sure-I-want-this kind of break down?

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  61. "a I'm-not-sure-I-want-this kind of break down?"

    Certainly "I am not sure" but Aiden was surrounded by 3 people starring at him, he was filmed by a video camera and on top of this Jenilee Anzalone went close to him to make sure Aiden made the T shot.
    It is awful what happened!

    Aiden should have been alone to make such an important step or...decide he wanted not to.

    This video is iconic of the pressure butch women get from "queer" women who wants to use them and the transition as a way to value themselves (to have something to do of their lives)....

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  62. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFY56ov4Reg

    Come on, she has still boobs, she needs stp to pee, she has still her female face buried under facial hair, she is not a male.

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  63. Looks like a male to me.

    If the above commenter isn't jealous, I don't know who is...

    I've actually learned that legal action can be taken against dirt on this post and will advise the subjects of this post to do so.

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  64. "One has to be highly suspect of anyone who claims to love you but doesnt want people or certain people knowing the you that you are."

    "If a female claims to love and care for you, then enables you in an form of female self hatred, she really doesnt love/care for you. If someone truly loves you, they will love you enough to help you love yourself just as you are."

    Dirt's words from this post and the previous "Trans Closet" Post.

    Need I say more? Or is there someone in the midst of these unschooled/uneducated bigots that can see the nonsensical hypocrisy showcased here?

    Since you are so divinely well-informed on who people that you've never met or spoken to "are", why not draw some parallels between these two completely opposite statements, Dirt?

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  65. This blog makes me want nothing to do with a butch lesbian in any way shape or form.

    If I see one coming, I see a potential enemy that wants nothing but to cause pain.

    Butch lesbians have made themselves transgender oppressors.

    I wonder why effeminate gay men aren't this way towards trans women...Why is it that butch lesbians are so evil-minded like this?

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  66. Both versions of "aidens" admit to being FEMALE, if Jen truly loved either of them, she would love them for the female bodies, female minds and female essence, clearly as we see in various videos, Jen either pressures them into further female self hatred or enables them in the self hatred they have.

    These are basic obvious facts that even the most casual eye can observe, we dont need to "know" them to see that.

    dirt

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  67. Gay men have little to nothing to do with hetero males/their spaces i.e., you average Mtf.

    Least we mention the often intense homophobia witnessed again and again and again from those same straight (usually white) males who transition towards gay men.

    dirt

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  68. Saw the first T shot video on youtube och Aiden certaintly seem to have some doubts. I've seen many's ftms first T shot videos beforeand their reaction is usually excitement and enthusiasm, but Aiden seems really hesitent. Jenilee seems quite happy on the other hand... I wonder how Aiden is doing now.

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  69. If these folks don't want to be "out", then why are they putting their videos on YouTube and other Internet sites? If they want to be stealth, then that doesn't seem to be the way to go about it.

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  70. yeah, most mtf's don't hang around gay communities so much like ftm's do
    well, young ones (generally of color) tend to need social services provided by LGBTQIZYZ orgs
    or flamboyant ones like Amanda Lepore are nightlife stars

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  71. That first T shot video is the saddest damn thing I've ever seen. That creepy controlling girlfriend wow. "Manhood starts here" she says. As if she knows anything about manhood. Such female-hatred and peer pressure. Aiden was such a handsome woman, now she is going to die ten years younger and has a brillo pad growing in her ass crack. That girlfriend really is hateful.

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  72. Butches have always had confused straight girls coming on to us and wanting us to be their pseudo-men. Here's a pro-tip kids: If the girl doesn't love tits and pussy RUN, she is hetero but has issues with men, and will prey on butch lesbians.
    They start trying to "groom" you into trannyhood, wanting to call you "he" and stuff and always praising your masculine qualities- RUN!

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  73. 5:49's got it exactly right
    we end up with the broken hearts
    and they end up back with men (penis-assigned men)

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  74. Saw the video too, this woman, this gf, she is probably a straight woman who has issues with bio men and so she influences her butch gf to masculinise with T, surgery...It is all about control: she controls their life.
    But once, she would have solved her issue with biomales, she will left Aiden, Aydian, whoever...
    That is why she does not want publicly to have a reputation of dating masculinised women. She is afraid it will prevent biomales to be interested by her...

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  75. So if a lesbian dates a trans man that automatically makes them have some sort of trans fetish? That's is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. I as a Trans man.. have a lesbian girlfriend, that means because she loves me for who I am, and not what is in my pants makes her have some sort of fetish for me? I think that is utterly ridiculous.

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  76. I agree totally with Anon at 5:49. As a butch I can attest that this is the way it goes. We typically have straight/bi women all over us, especially under the age of 30, who tend to want to work out their own issues with men on us. Then they move on and leave us not trusting and heartbroken. I can't tell you how many times I've witnessed this. All that I have seen end up with bio men.
    Please young butches recognize that if the woman does not want your body for what it is- and isn't excited by it, then she is not lesbian- and will just use you.

    you know the red flags when you feel them. listen to them.

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  77. "That's is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. I as a Trans man.. have a lesbian girlfriend"

    How can a lesbian be in love with a man?? That's ridiculous!

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  78. yes, if she's a 'lesbian,' you are not a 'man,' period!

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  79. I am transgender and my gf and I started dating before my transition. We started dating before I came out as transgender actually. She cried when I first told her to be honest, because she wad losing her gf. Then after a few months she got over it because she realized she never really had me as her gf. Nothing will change I wil still always be me. She loves me for who I am. She is still attracted to me completely. She always tells me that I've never looked happier since she met me five years ago. My gf is my number 1 supporter. You guys might call her pushy if you saw us, but she knows me and how to support me.

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  80. ok, but she's not a lesbian anymore- she lost that too.

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  81. Since you don't recognize ftms as transmen or their male presence, I'm going to start calling you straight with a lesbian disease. I wish I could direct a bunch of lesbian-hating bible-thumpers to your site.

    You could learn something from empathy instead of bitching about the fact you have less women you can skees all over.

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  82. DIAA,

    I couldnt be more empathetic to female self haters, or else I wouldnt put so much time and effort working to change things so females dont hate themselves such as ftMs.

    dirt

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  83. Hey Dirt, OCD much? Wow, you rail against trans people just like… the religious right rail against homosexuals. You are no better than the people that wish to deny you equal rights, wouldn't your energy be better used promoting equality for dykes instead of denying the validity of another group?

    How did you come to be such an 'expert' on trans in the first place? Do you have hard factual evidence, or is this something that you just know to be 'true' just as the RR know homosexuality to be invalid?

    Stones and glass houses, that's all I have to say.

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  84. I couldnt be more empathetic to female self haters.....

    You sure have a hell of a way of showing it. The sorry part is you probably actually believe it.

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  85. "Wow, you rail against trans people just like… the religious right rail against homosexuals."

    Or trans people rail against critisizers and other people who don't believe in their gender fantasies.

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  86. What I want to know is why the transgendered community are giving Dirt so much power. She is nothing.. She is nobody.. At the end of the day what does she really amount to anyway? In 5 years what is it going to matter in your life who Dirt is or what Dirt thinks?

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  87. "You sure have a hell of a way of showing it. The sorry part is you probably actually believe it."

    I think it's not easy for her to stay calm when a bunch violent assholes and "tranzphobiaaaaa!!" screamers are bitching around, insulting her or sending her death threats. It was from the first moment this blog was created.

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  88. "What I want to know is why the transgendered community are giving Dirt so much power."

    Because they can't. They just can't get over it when someome dares to critisize them.

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  89. Sorry I mean SOMEONE.
    I think they have a god complex or fascist tendencies. The fascists tried also to silence voices of dissent. Anyhow they are unable to tolerate others.

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  90. Wow. So many of you are so scarred by women. I can't believe the pain and paranoia this has created. It seems like such a victimhood stance to blame your gender issues on a partner. So, these women are attracted to your "masculinity" and are willing to sleep with you but it's suddenly their fault if you have gender issues? They are pushing you to be male? Do you take any responsibility for the fact that, regardless of the words you use for it, you are adopting the look and mannerisms of the male archetype already? Can you blame a person for being attracted to your masculinity? I know this is a very fucking sore point, but I'd be willing to bet that half of these women left you because of YOUR gender bullshit. Not that you are trans, but that you might be playing out some unresolved shit in the world and taking up too much space with your gender confusion. The same thing can happen to an ftm early in transition who's so caught up in his insecurity about being trans that he cannot make room for the other person in the relationship. Accept who you are for chrissake, no matter who you are, but stop acting like little boys and blaming women like they are evil temptresses and you have no agency in the situation.

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  91. insulting her or sending her death threats. It was from the first moment this blog was created.

    I don't believe this for a minute. It is more of her dillusional thinking. Dirt is no more than a sociopath and a handful of you are buying into it.

    I can almost guarantee you with as much free time as she has on her hands she is on SSI for a mental health disorder.

    Be careful who you place your trust in. People like Dirt can pretend to be anyone they want on the Web and you really know nothing about them.

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  92. Anon@10:47

    Yeah, just like those crazy Suffragists who rallied for the vote or those crazy black americans rallying for equal rights, its fucking nuts man!

    dirt

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  93. Anon@12;38,

    Feel free to back up your claims, we're all waiting with baited breath...lol

    And for the record, people like me are not only changing lives for the better, we're starting a movement that will change how the trans disorder is treated! THAT you can count on!

    dirt

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  94. You don't even know these people, but yet somehow your are qualified to diagnose and judge them from afar?

    The irony of the fact that you use a misspelling of a common term for a young male while bashing the trans community would be hilarious if it weren't so sick and twisted.

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  95. THAT you can count on!

    Actually what we can all count on is one day we will turn on our tv's and see where you were arrested for depraved indifference. I hope this never happens, but I believe someday it will. Running around bullying people on the web will never create change. Getting out from in front of your computer and utilizing the legislative process might, but rest assured those who can make these decisions will not want to be associated with you, your blog, or your few supportors who have such hate filled blogs.

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  96. "I don't believe this for a minute. It is more of her dillusional thinking. Dirt is no more than a sociopath and a handful of you are buying into it."

    Hehehe the same can be said for trans people. Just insert the name Chaz Bono instead of Dirt.

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  97. "Chaz Bono instead of Dirt"

    Chaz Bono is not out stalking a sector of people or slapping peoples pics up to belittle them. There is no comparison between the two. Chaz made a choice for herself and is not cramming that choice down others throats. Dirt has made a choice for herself and is cramming her choices down everyone elses throats.

    You have to try harder on this one. There is no comparison.

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  98. "your blog, or your few supportors who have such hate filled blogs."

    Awww now they are angry! There aren't just a few" supporters but I bet people like you think they are the center of the world and perfect. Grow up and stop whining! I know it's hard for you because you just love to whine and bitch about people who disagree with you. You love to tell others that they are haters but you guys are also hate filled scumbags.

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  99. "Chaz made a choice for herself and is not cramming that choice down others throats."

    http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1385717/Chers-son-Chaz-Bono-wants-support-Brad-Angelinas-tomboy-Shiloh.html

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  100. I agree there is no comparison, Chastity is a self hating female trying to justify her self hatred by influencing young women in their insecurities to follow her lead while I work to dismantle the bullshit creating those insecurities.

    dirt

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  101. Anon@2:23pm

    Only in your trans filled dreams hun. The only "hate" is the hate you turn on yourself, dont confuse that with critical analysis of trans ideology and the misogyny that fuels it.

    dirt

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  102. While we're on the topic of hate... The hatered transpeople show to anyone who dares criticize the trans movement is just unbelievable. People have lost their carrieres and been harassed beyond belief because they dared criticize the trans narrative. As you can see here: http://standpointmag.co.uk/the-operation-that-can-ruin-your-life-features-november-09-julie-bindel-transsexuals?page=2

    ^that is a fascinating article, by the way (note also the hateful comments directed towards Bindel in the comments below). The extreme hatered from transpeople, and especially ftms, is probably the reason why you never hear about ftm sex change regrets, while their is a plenty of famous cases of mtf sex change regrets. Ex-ftms probably do not dare to speak up by fear of being harassed by their ex "bros". And ftms do not respond to logic, so you can't argue with them. To tell a ftm that she shouldn't ruin her body by transitioning is like telling an anorexic that she should go eat a sandwich.

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  103. It pisses me off that all the FTMs/supporters responding here are so fucking rude towards dirt. She's taking and using public information only. You know if you post a picture on facebook, and delete it...it doesn't actually get deleted. It's still on their database. IF YOU DON'T EVER WANT SOMEONE TO USE YOUR PICTURES PUBLICLY, DON'T EVER POST THEM IN A PUBLIC FORUM. Or was I the only one who went to school when they taught that lesson?

    When you drop your conceited whiny baby act, dirt will actually help you. Give you REAL help. She saved me from pumping myself full of drugs. I'm a fucking beautiful butch, and not something chemically altered. I've got Dirt to thank for that.

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  104. Woa, 2 FTM in a row? How can a woman fell in love wih 2 FTM? Is she chasing them?

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  105. she seems to be making them

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  106. Hates man-hating lesbiansMay 24, 2011 at 7:42 PM

    I don't think i've ever seen a beautiful butch woman. lol. In your dreams you're beautiful you bull dyke.

    And how come no one is answering the questions here... we should accept that Dirt is a lesbian.. who dresses like a man... but yet is self-proclaimed as a "beautiful woman" when she doesn't even love her woman-ly side. ... Hmm... Hypocrite.

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  107. yeah, don't you know women are supposed to be in dresses with long hair and make-up? get with the times, Dirt! either be feminine or transition!

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  108. Anon@8:17,

    lol...yeah how dare I carry my feminine body differently! CONFORM CONFORM CONFORM!

    dirt

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  109. Hates man-hating lesbiansMay 24, 2011 at 8:31 PM

    How dare ftms carry their bodies different than you? CONFORM CONFORM CONFORM!

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  110. hates 'Hates man-hating lesbians'May 24, 2011 at 8:49 PM

    (you're coming across as pretty stupid after just calling dirt an ugly bull-dyke and saying she's not feminine enough to be a real woman; clearly ftm's are incredibly conformist... and i am not a 'butch' by the way, just sort of in between)

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  111. ftMs are conforming, thanks for agreeing.

    dirt

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  112. "we should accept that Dirt is a lesbian.. who dresses like a man."

    What means dress like a man? Wearing pants? It seems you are one of those assholes who judge people by their clothes.

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  113. So are you dirt to what a "butch" should be. Plus everyone thinks all lesbians are butch, so you're conforming as a lesbian to what society has placed us.

    And I wasn't calling Dirt one, I was probably calling you one lol. Or whoever Anon was.

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  114. Hates man-hating lesbiansMay 24, 2011 at 9:01 PM

    Butches are conforming to what society thinks lesbians look like. :) Like you dirt. lol

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  115. "Plus everyone thinks all lesbians are butch"

    Are you god? Can you read peoples minds?

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  116. Ask a person to describe a lesbian and see what you get. lol

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  117. Oh sorry and I'm not God. That's Dirt. Or what he thinks anyway.. I mean She. lol

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  118. "That's Dirt. Or what he thinks anyway.. I mean She"

    Dirt the tranz trollz finally arrived. It was just a matter of time. It's better you delete everything that doesn't have to do with the topic.(inculding this comment).

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  119. I'm not trans lol. Thanks for asking.

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  120. Actually due to Butch Invisibility, the general public is clueless about Butch lesbians and unable to "think" of us at all because they dont "see" us.

    How sad these kids are so clueless about gay and lesbian history and gay and lesbian life in general. Wow!

    dirt

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  121. Actually due to Butch Invisibility, the general public is clueless about Butch lesbians and unable to "think" of us at all because they dont "see" us.

    How sad these kids are so clueless about gay and lesbian history and gay and lesbian life in general. Wow!

    dirt

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  122. Butch invisibility!! That made me laugh so hard! Butches stick out like sore thumbs.

    Butch-femme relationships conform to the idea to be in a relationship you have to have a man and a woman. lol. How funny you're being a hypocrite and just refuse to believe it. I thought you said you were open-minded.

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  123. Cizz,

    Feel free to ignore it. I think its important for others reading this blog to see the level of hatred the trans community hate for lesbians.

    It is also important to see how the trans community has bought gender norms hook, line and sinker. It highlights their disorder, which is important to those in the early stages of questioning their "gender". Will help them to see conservatism and conformity rule this community.

    dirt

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  124. Thats exactly what lesbians said to straight people when they were trying to convince them they didn't have a mental disorder and were human beings like the rest. I'm glad I know lesbians who are actually not hypocrites like you guys and care about equality for everyone.

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  125. Lesbians never pretended to be anything other than what they were, nor did lesbians drug or desire mutilating their healthy bodies to be lesbians. Big diff.

    dirt

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  126. RE: BF,

    Actually there are several posts discussing in depth some of the similarities between BF relationships and male/female relationships.

    Such as how Femmes, like males are usually the pursuer both in and out of bed and Butches are similar to straight women in that we're more passive, very maternal and often quite domestic.

    dirt

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  127. So you're saying lesbians are just gay guys in disguise?

    And lesbians do lie to everyone around them and themselves that they're straight for a long time. :) Body modifications include the following: tongue piercing (usually exclusively for oral sex), lip piercings (common in bisexuals), tattoos (more common in butch lesbos), cutting their hair to seem more "butch" or wearing men's clothes to attract "femmes". For someone who does research, you tend to forget the group you're actually a part of.

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  128. Oh and plenty of lesbians do drugs and experiment with both men and women. :) Don't lie now Dirt lol.

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  129. you can't reason with people who think like this
    they think that gender is just a thing you make up to suit your thoughts
    and i have no idea what all that stuff about piercings and haircuts and tattoos is about (i have no body modifications (and have never pretended to be straight), but most of the younger generation do have those things, be they straight or otherwise)
    ok, my hair is on the short side- am i a gay man in disguise?
    WEIRD

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  130. "I don't think i've ever seen a beautiful butch woman. lol. In your dreams you're beautiful you bull dyke."

    Dear Hates Man Hating Lesbians,
    I'm presuming this comment was for me. Way to go thinking you know what I look like first off, I refer to myself as butch because of my actions and emotions as opposed to how I look. Because, I assure you, I am far removed from the stereotype you're trying to assign me to.

    Also: lol indeed. Too bad you lack the brain cells to form any kind of solid opinions. Instead you seem to be limited to insults alone. Sad.

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  131. But yet you guys can say that FTMS are all the same and they fit into the stereotype you want them to fit into....
    Hmm.. weird that I can't put YOU in a box. :) Empathy would help everyone. We're all looking for equal rights, but we're fighting ourselves?? Whatever happened to GLBT? The T is there for a reason.

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  132. This is for you dirt. :)



    http://www.youtube.com/user/ZJemptv#p/u/8/bvOe15a4pN0

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  133. How is it ridiculous for a lesbian to like a man? Gay men have liked women! Just because a lesbian can be open minded?...

    Tbh I think you all need to get a new topic? is this all you ever talk about... how Trans people make lesbians look bad? Because you're all making the LGBT community look bad - not just the trans people.

    How can you sit here and pick on the T community? When we're all fighting for rights, fighting for acceptance. I'm sure as all you lesbians know that the world is cruel, and i'm sure you've all been picked on in your life about something but why sit here on the internet spewing a bunch of bullshit? What does that solve? Do you think we're mad at you? I think it makes you look immature. Dirt aren't you like over 50? Find a new hobby like sewing or something, lol.

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  134. Dirt...serious question... why did you name your blog "dirtywhiteboi67" Do you want people to think you're a man? Because I'm pretty sure if anyone saw your picture they'd think you were a man. I know you call yourself butch/or dyke, what the fuck ever. Anyways.. are you sure you don't have some personal problems with yourself - maybe you've thought of yourself as a transman and you couldn't go through with the changes, or the dr's wouldn't let you or etc? Because it seems to be that you have such a bottled up hate for us and we've never done anything to you.

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  135. Schuy,

    To piss my ex g/f off.

    Also thanks for helping to proves all points made on the blog about the complete adoption of spoon fed gender norms and the trans mind!

    dirt

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  136. "Whatever happened to GLBT? The T is there for a reason."

    Please explain this reason, and tell me who exactly put the T in there.
    Oh, right, there were drag queens at Stonewall.

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  137. Wow! Another long laugh this morning over coffee reading these really ignorant posts from obviously really young ftms.

    I agree that you can't just delete their rants, because they really do just repeat everything we already knew about them over and over. And in such immature ways! It's quite funny. :)

    Their hatred for 'lesbian' is so obvious and honestly quite telling and sad.

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  138. Dirt...I just came across this video. Its from January. This young female is tslking about going to see the doc for T...and cannot even pronounce it correctly!! It saddens me that this young woman is so obviously is falling into the trans trap on youtube. You can see her awkwardness and lack of knowledge as she makes her video. But whatever it takes to fit in to this new trend huh? So, so sad that this is what our butch women think they have to do to feel comfortable or a part of something in this world. What a sad last resort for the worlds approval...

    Heres a link...(in case you dont trust the link...which I wouldnt knowing some of these violent and aggressive women pumped up on T...her youTube name is "Sparky1pants")...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q5GMg4kGEE&feature=related

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  139. "When we're all fighting for rights, fighting for acceptance."

    They are fighting for the rights to force other people to belive their fantasies like a cult.


    "but why sit here on the internet spewing a bunch of bullshit?"

    Look who is talking.

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  140. "Whatever happened to GLBT? The T is there for a reason."

    Please explain this reason, and tell me who exactly put the T in there."

    The reason is to use money of LGB centers for T rights. That is called robbery.

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  141. Divided we stand!May 25, 2011 at 11:57 PM

    "Please explain this reason, and tell me who exactly put the T in there."

    The same damn reason that the LGB is there that's why? Trans people fight for your rights to. Maybe we should just turn our back on the LGB community and let you deal with the shit yourselves. You don't want us so why should WE help YOU??? It's just a waste of OUR GOOD time to be wasting it to fight for YOUR rights. I haven't wanted to be a part of the LGB community for a long time now. Not since I have seen how hateful it is towards US.

    I've been done with the whole thing for 3 years now and WILL NOT SUPPORT any of YOUR causes no matter what it does for MY cause.
    To HELL with YOU ALL!

    ~Tissies my ass~

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  142. Yes we ask the same questions because we never get a true distinct answer.

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  143. Since they first attachted themselves to the Gay and Lesbian movement, bisexual and tghe trans community has done nothing to further gay and lesbian rights.

    In fact they have hindered and in many ways set back the gay and lesbian movement and the feminist movement as well.

    dirt

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  144. I just fundamentally think it's wrong that transexuals are allowed to get married and I as a lesbian am not. I am actually engaged to be married this fall in Massachusettes, however I live in the south, where my marriage will not be recognized.

    If I were transexual, I would (like many straight allies) refuse to get legally married until my gay/lesbian family could also have those same rights- especially since transexuals are included in the queer spectrum and frequently use our health centers for their transitions and health care.

    But my experience has been that many of my transexual friends have used both the entitlement of male privledge in daily life, and in getting married to their partners. And that really feels like a slap in the face when we are suppost to be fighting the same fight together...

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  145. This blog literally makes me laugh so much. It's HILARIOUS.

    People from all kinds of minorities just laying into each other and trying to argue their point. It's absolutely bloody pointless. Half of you are totally whacko and are worse then the butch hating straight people you go on about and the other half are just making their points seem valid by saying you're a man but going out with a lesbian.

    Give up. Everyone! All of you! It's a pointless and thankless task saying anything on here.

    People should just mind their own business, stop posting their lives all over the internet and should learn to just live with each other. Whether you agree or you don't.

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  146. What the hell does marriage have to do with anything? EVERYONE should have the right to get married, doesn't matter what sex they are.

    And you can get married, you just have to travel. If you want marriage so bad then travel somewhere where it's allowed to be done. But you are allowed to get married, don't make it seem like you're not.

    Every person from the LGBT has the right to get married. Sorry if I seem rude, not meaning to... but people make it seem like it's illegal everywhere, but it isn't.

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  147. It's not a slap in the face. If they can get married then they're going to do it. They shouldn't hold off on something just for you - sorry. If I were your friend and I was through with transition completely and allowed to get married to my fiance then I would, and if you're a true friend you would stand by my decision.

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  148. Well I'm pretty sure you're not helping much either, Dirt. If we can't even get along how the hell are we going to ALL get rights?...

    It saddens me that the LGB makes fun of the Trans people.. when we're all fighting for our rights.

    I've found that the a lot of the STRAIGHT community is more accepting then the LGB and in a sense that's just wrong because we're all ridiculed for who we are. *sigh*

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  149. I don't support the LGB community anymore. Since their asses don't want us then then screw them. I used to do A LOT for THEM but finally I gave up on THEM! I'll spend my hard earned money elsewhere and fight for more important causes.

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  150. @1:26pm

    Nice lip service to yourself there.

    dirt

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  151. Schuyler,

    Just how old are you? Seems young to me. Did you not read where that person said that they were in fact traveling to get married?

    And by the way why should they have to- when you don't. Also, must I remind you that being married is much more than a piece of paper. Hello, tax breaks.
    So just cause we can endure the expense of traveling to another state, when we go back home where we pay our fucking taxes, that little piece of paper means shit.

    Nevermind adopting kids, or even being able to be a legal parent to a partner's child. Are you really so oblivious?!

    You get Het priviledge!
    We do not. period.

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  152. Jealous much? Go cry to someone who cares!

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  153. so mature. keep posting, it just continues to show your lack of intelligence.

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  154. Equal rights! That's all I want. If you want to sit here and argue that I somehow don't deserve them, when you get them for simply going on T and 'changing' your sex... lol by all means, continue to look like a right-wing, christain conservative douche.

    Here get some schoolin':
    http://www.nolo.com/legal-encyclopedia/marriage-rights-benefits-30190.html

    Now please pay special attention to this quote:

    Same-Sex Marriage, Civil Unions, and Domestic Partnerships
    If you are in a same-sex marriage in one of the states where same-sex marriage is allowed (Connecticut, Iowa, Massachusetts, New Hampshire, Vermont, and D.C.), or if you are in a domestic partnership or civil union in any of the states that offer those relationship options, none of the benefits of marriage under federal law will apply to you, because the federal government does not recognize these same-sex relationships. For example, you may not file joint federal income tax returns with your partner, even if your state allows you to file taxes jointly. And other federal benefits, such as Social Security death benefits and COBRA continuation insurance coverage, may not apply.

    durrrr. So yeah. Basically even if I go to a state where gay marriage is legal, I still do not get the normal benefits that all others, including transsexuals, get when they marry.

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  155. Instead of whining about it an boo hooing, go out and do something about it! It's not transsexuals faults that you don't have the right to marry and whatnot. Instead of sitting on your behind go out and do something about it, damn! All this whining....boo hoo woe is me!

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  156. My age is not relevant. Doesn't matter how old I am. And yes I noticed they said that after I had already posted my post, sorry. Sheesh. -_-

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  157. little schuyler...

    your age is relavent. see as older people (and you'll see when you get there)- we know that we all change drastically from the people we were at 15, to the people we were at age 22, to the people we were at age 28, etc, etc.
    hell you are probally old enough to recognize that you are very different than who you were at say age 15.

    and if you can't be humble enough to admit that you have changed drastically, then I really do feel sorry for you. because that's part of the whole human experience: change. it's part of growing up and learning and exploring yourself and the world.

    just sucks that a lot of these younger ftms will be altering their bodies and minds and internal natural chemical make up before they really become their own person, which imho doesn't really happen til well over 28.

    hell i myself was dosed up on E and had facial piercings, etc for most of my 20's. All of which i regret, and now have scars forever.

    as older people who felt very much the same way you all did when we were younger, it's just sad to watch. and we get that you can't understand that. and we get that you will forever think that you are above it all.

    we are all humans and not so different- esp on this planet, and how shitty it treats females from birth. plain and simple.

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  158. way to twist the story. The picture of the breakdown was Aiden being so happy to start T. And as for jumping from one trans guy to the next, If you surround yourself with a group of people then it's likely you might fall in love with someone of that group. We dont know why her first relationship broke down, stop making it into something twisted just coz your brain is hardwired to be as fucked up as your face.

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  159. When have I said that I haven't changed drastically from when I was 15? But that doesn't mean that I need to tell you my age. Everything one person lives through can change how they act, feel, etc. Yes I might be younger than you. So what? I am no where near starting full transition. I knew since a young age that I was different but unfortunately my family situation wasn't the best.. so I didn't come out til I was 19... I don't plan on changing my body til i'm completely comfortable with my body, and no so dysphoric... I've done pretty well considering I've just started openly transitioning a year ago.. but yeah.. I don't plan on transitioning til I know 100% this is what I want...

    Who knows.. after I completely am comfortable with my body I might not need to alter it.. but yeah, I don't plan on going through surgeries until I'm comfy with myself. You don't know what goes on in my mind on a daily basis and how I feel. You will truly never know til you or a loved one is going through this... prefferably you though.. because no one completely understands it. You girls/guys can continue bantering about all the stuff you think you know, when you really don't because you haven't live through it, or dealt with it.

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  160. Yes I get envious of guys that are going through with Transition. I get jealous but then again I think... I need to do this on my time, because the last thing I want to do is to go through all this and regret it. Even though deep down in my heart/and soul I won't.

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