Too Butch to Fuck?

After reading my "Washing your Back" story a Femme said elsewhere to me "how can you write a story like that and look the way you do"? While being a Butch totally abreast of the Butch experience, I completely understood what she meant by her question. But within the parameters of my Butch understanding to her question I must take offense! Not with her mind you, but at the fact that such a question has become possible! I want to rage and pound my fists on the table where I'm sitting sipping my tea at my local coffeehouse at the thing or things that have made that question possible!

Before I continue, for those maybe not so versed in Butch as to understand the question or its all too sad implications, let me clarify. What was being asked in that question was this; How could I as a quite butch Butch or as some deem a "Hard Butch" write a sex scene seemingly about myself that involves a Butch/me letting, desiring, wanting her Femme to lick her/my pussy? To those not versed in Butch this may seem ridiculous (my point here in a nutshell), but to illustrate just how ridiculous it isn't let me say this, I guarantee you non Butch readers, every single Butch or butch persuasioned women  who has read  that scene and every one that will or might for years to come felt an assortment of sick, shame, uncomfortable and repulsed afterward!

Butch sexuality is the ONLY sexuality whereby the person is systematically shamed out of their sexuality in order to maintain their identity! It is an either or position. Either you are Butch with a dysfunctional sexuality that isn't much spoken of or you have a healthy sexuality and you arent a real Butch. This is partly why so many in the Femme/Butch community  find me so fucking threatening because I dare to challenge this fucking nonsense by being a capital B Butch  with a healthy Butch sexuality! I know right! How dare I??? Well fucking dare I do! And I dare you too!

People have always drawn superficial parallels between Butch women and men in how we're "so much alike". Harmful, ignorant, problematic, but I digress. The parallels range from Butch women "looking" like men (mannish/manly/handsome), Butch women "acting" like men (playing/watching sports, adept at fixing things, mechanics, map reading, physical strength, humour) and an assumption of Butch women objectifying women with a male-type gaze due in part by Butch women imitating male behaviour through using (not usually meaning) objectifying comments ( "damn I'd fuck that shit", "check out the rack on her", "I'd drink her bathwater"). I wont deny there is a thin thread running through these parallels, but that thread reaches its end when one tries to draw a sexuality parallel between Butch women and men. You will NEVER see a woman begging, pleading day after day after day after day to suck a man's dick and have said man refuse her each and every time. While Femme after Femme after Femme is experiencing just that (replace dick with clit) day in and day out, year in and year out.

There are so many aspects of male behaviour that Butch women will freely, proudly even, imitate except where sex is concerned. Why should the imitation end there? The desire for ultimate pleasure supercedes male loss of power and male vulnerability when men allow women to suck their dicks. Men have learned to create/imagine a sexual situation whereby they feel/are all powerful through an all vulnerable position (a woman being in complete control of their sex and sexual pleasure). So why is it then that Butch women when in the same vulnerable position freeze, panic, feel ashamed? Why arent we teaching/guiding/helping our Butch women to feel the power that Femme women feel when they make themselves vulnerable to us? Why are we tolerating the fucked-up-ness instead of Butch women being constantly shamed out of their natural sexual urges/desires???

So I am led back to the original question, how can a Butch enjoy her pussy without shame and while remaining Butch, simple. There isnt a fucking thing wrong, unButch or shameful about enjoying the finer things in life, and there aint much finer than a HOT Femme with her HOT tongue stroking your clit till your eyes roll back into your head!

HELP END BUTCH SHAME
LICK A BUTCH CLIT

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Washing Your Back

I wake up to the sound of the cat mewing loudly in my ear and the momentary panic that its Monday instead of the Sunday that it is. Okay, don't panic I tell myself, its only Sunday. Eyes open now, I turn over and see you aren't in our bed. Hmmm I think, you must be peeing. A few seconds go by and I hear the shower come on, don't ask me why, perhaps its my Cancerian water loving nature but between the sound of the shower and the thought of you naked in that shower I instantly want to make love. Before my feet even hit the floor just the thought of fucking you in the shower has my crotch wet. Damn! I am horny I think. I quickly get naked except for being strapped. I knock on the bathroom door, "I'm in the shower" you say. "I figured" I say, then ask "need any help washing your back"? "I thought you'd never ask" you tease back.

I open the door letting out some of the steam you've built up, pull back the shower curtain enough so I can get in without the water getting out. I step in, you look down, grin and then burst out laughing. I grab you looking serious, pull you hard into me, look you directly in the eye, you look a little worried, then I start laughing too. We kiss, then we both stop laughing, our body's quickly spreading fires consuming us in a passionate seriousness. You pull back from our kiss, ask if I would like my back washed. "Sure" I reply. You reach for the shower gel and I turn around. I hear you squeeze the shower gel onto your hands. I step back slightly from the spray of the shower head and you begin very slowly soaping up my back. At first I barely feel the sensual presence of your hands on my skin. You begin applying a little pressure using the tips of your fingers, dragging them up and down my back ever so slowly. As you do this I also hear your breathing change deeper, then faster. You put little kisses all over the back of my neck, between the warm water from the shower head washing over the front of me, your digit tips roaming my back and your kisses on my neck I can barely stand it.

I step forward into the water letting it wash my back of the soap you've so wonderfully caressed over it. I turn around, pull you hard into me, you moan into my mouth as I kiss you and as my strapped cock presses into your pussy. With my arms around you I cup your ass with both hands, pulling you as close as physically possible to my body and my strapped cock. We both moan, "turn around baby" I say, you comply without hesitation. I turn back towards the shower head, tilt it down so we're not being drowned by the water. I adjust the heat from the shower, turning it up a bit since we exhausted some its warmth already. I pluck the lube from the shower shelf where I had planted it when I first got in. I squeeze an ample amount into my hand, cover my strapped cock it it, put the lube back onto the shelf then rinse off my hand. Turning back around I find you right where I left you, waiting. I pull you back towards me, whisper for you to "bend over baby". You do. I reach one hand in between your legs, sliding my fingers around your clit then back towards your vagina. An "oh god" slips from your lips as I slide two fingers inside you, making sure your are plenty wet and ready to be fucked.

I fuck you just a little with my fingers, then pull my fingers out replacing them with my cock. As I am sliding my cock into your beautiful Femme pussy, you slide your body back towards my strapped cock taking more of it in. Once my cock is all the way inside you I hold myself there, then run my fingers tips up and down your smooth satiny back. Another "oh god" escapes from somewhere deep inside you. I grab your waist and begin fucking you gently with short strokes. A minute or two passes, I pull my strapped cock nearly out of you then thrust hard back into your firey hot pussy. I fuck you really hard now using longer strokes as I go. Despite being covered in water I can feel more of my own wetness as I continue to fuck you. After a few more minutes you're ready to cum, as you get closer to orgasm you start screaming "fuck me, fuck me fuck me" in rhythm with each thrust. You cum so hard I feel and see your whole body shake and quiver in pleasure and release. I slowly slide out of you, you rise back, turn around and we hold each tight while out of breath. We catch our breath and I remove my strapped cock.

You reach for the shower gel, I watch you soap your hands, you move in and kiss me, back up a little and start washing/caressing my chest just above my breast. I reach for your breast as you're washing me, teasing your nipples. You're moving your soft Femme hands all over the front of me now. Just barely touching my nipples as your hands move around the front of me. You drop to your knees unexpectedly and move your face towards my crotch. With your arms hugging around my legs, I feel your firebrand tongue brand my clit, at first forcefully, the teasingly. I want to cum so bad but you're not ready to let me. You slowly trace your tongue the line of my crotch. I pull your head with both hands hard into me. You pull back. "Be patient" you say, wanting us both to enjoy this a little longer. I give you a minute or so, "baby I REALLY REALLY need to cum NOW" I say commandingly! You begin applying pressure to my clit, then start flicking my clit with your experienced Butch versed tongue over and over.

My my mind goes blank and I'm only left with your tongue and my body. I hear noises, voices, break free from within me, then I hear my voice "fuck fuck fuck" as my mind returns to me. You look up at me and smile, kiss my pussy then stand. You kiss my mouth, I kiss you back. We rinse, I turn the water off, you hand me a towel and ask "so whats the plan for today"?

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