Since this seems to come up again and again I thought I'd write a little something about it. For about the last five or so years, since becoming vocal about the real truth behind trannyism I have been called by many a "trans" person either a "failed ftM" or an "ftM in denial" or something along those lines. What I have always found interesting is these statements only confirm everything I have written regarding the "trans" disorder/"trans" view.
The ftM women making such accusations cannot understand how a woman can look like me and NOT want to be a man! Which clearly indicates their complete faithfulness to a strict adherence of the female/male binary. In their disordered, blurred minds there is only a narrow way to be female or male and if you exist doing female or male differently, in order to justify their mistakes and assuage their fears about their mistake, they MUST see a woman like me as a "failed ftM".
Because if a Butch woman like myself feels content and often proud of her Butch woman self then something just might be rotten in ftMville!
The odd thing about these kinds of statements is clearly, I'm Butch, which statistically means there isn't much chance of me trannifying period. Until the recent influx of the young straight girls obsessed with anime who are now seeking "transition", most ftM women have been and are tweener dykes. One thing you don't see much of in the ftM community is Butch ftMs. Hence the reason there is that persistent whine coming from the ftM community regarding "passing". "I've been on T a year and I still don't pass full-time what can I do?" "I've been on T 5 months and people still think I'm a woman" "How long do I have to be on T before people start seeing me as male?" etc etc etc...Umm I'm not on T (other than the real T my ovaries kick out) and I pass 24/7 and no I am not flat chested and no I of course do not "bind". I'm Butch and Butch women pass a great deal of the time. And this "passing" isn't a desirable state, it hurts us and it invisiblizes us and personally I hate it.
Something else I find interesting about this is how much ftM women struggle to be like men. In my own experience I have always had males trying to be like me. Drove me crazy growing up! Even now I still get men at my gym telling me they wish they had my "strength" or my "build"! Just last year I had to start dodging this one particular guy who wanted me to "teach" him how to be "cool like you"! Ridiculous! But such is the life of a true Butch. This I believe at least within the Femme/Butch community also contributes to ftMism. There are always these groups of tweener types hanging about the Femme/Butch community thinking or pretending they are Butch. These are the types who end up transitioning, not the Butches! They are so envious of us Butches they believe they can somehow one up us by transitioning...lol But guess what girls, trannifying doesnt make you Butch! Butches are born, not made!
Its pretty rare to find a Butch who has ever slept with a male, not true of the general ftM woman. Most have had their pussys pounded by dudes and most after transition get their pussys or asses pounded by dudes again. The general ftM usually at a certain point in their transition starts wanting to be fucked by men again or starts dating other ftMs or wanting to. I'm a Butch lesbian whose pee pee gets hot only from the spark of a Femme. I have played football with males, I have played basketball with males, I have been shot at with males, jumped by other males with males, picked up women with males but I have NEVER wanted to fuck a male!
While also on this "ftM in denial" subject let me address the consensus who believe I have "anger" issues...lol Lets see, women are brutally subjugated, abused, raped, murdered, objectified into plastic, mutilated, controlled, sexually abused, expect to serve males, expected to jump when a man says jump, stoned to death, viewed as less than human, earn less money, are totally responsible for children, totally responsible for house work, totally responsible for mens pleasures, needs, wants, desires, are told by men they are too fat, too thin, too ugly, too stupid, too low class, too uneducated, need bigger breast, need tighter pussies, arent real women unless they dress this way or that, arent as strong as men, arent as smart as men, arent as successful as men....I could go on with this building a blog that would reach the fucking heavens and continue on. So yes, given that how is it possible I ask you to be a woman, be alive, see and NOT be angry!
There arent "failed ftMs" there are only women who have failed themselves and failed each other!
I myself am not among them!