Change Your World-NOT your Body

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Umm didnt I just cover ftM women's comments?

THIS is an ftM woman's mutilated breast on T:






















THIS is an ftM woman's now deformed clitoris on T:

















And THIS is an ftM woman's brain on T!!!!!!!


While I know with worrying by the minute about the next new chin hair leg hair bald spot do I pass enough does my voice sound like the midgets on little people big world does my ass still look like a girls ass is my binding straight when will I have enough money for top surgery why am I starting to find men attractive how long on T before I can get my vag sewn shut when will my chest hairs start growing and on and on and on and me and me and me.

Yet despite the troubled inner world of the "trans" mind there is never an excuse for not paying the fuck ATTENTION!

dirt

ps Apology to my regular rad fem lez readers with this post, but sometimes one has to spell things out bluntly and ugly.
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  1. Hey Dudette
    Really? Are you really this angry of a person?
    Now I am all for the free speech. I am very glad we can speak our minds. I am glad you have a blog where you can rant and rant and rant and oh yeh rant. You seem to have a lot of hatred/angst/annoyance towards trans people. I am not sure where this come from but it is rather disappointing as a LGBTQ person to see this sort of intolerance from another person on the LGBTQ spectrum. I think that within a community that already receives so much bad press and hate it is appalling that you have this hatred/angst/annoyance. I hate to even mention this to a complete stranger but maybe you consider seeing a professional to work on some of these anger issues that you are having. While it is okay to not agree with a person being as disrespectful as you are in this blog using words such as "mutilated breasts", "deformed clitoris", "buying into the patriarchy", "FtM women" , "faux male identities", etc. shows complete and utter disrespect for PEOPLE. People with lives, feelings, spirits, souls, hearts, desires,dreams and ambitions. YOU are personally injuring other PEOPLE with your words and actions. Please keep that in mind as you continue to blog.

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  2. I'm not a "dude" of any kind, I'm female.

    And if you arent angry at the misogyny being played out and perpetuated by the disordered within lesbian circles shame on you.

    dirt

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  3. Up for a discourse rather that wailing and lambasting? I'd like to understand more of where you are coming from. I have read comments made by you on other sites/blogs and while personally troubled by the I would like to understand where you are coming from. Public or private.

    And to get those pesky facts out of the way, 53, preop MtF. And oh, I don't get an erection wearing women's clothes, never have. That's generally CD's, 'straight' men who dress in women's clothes often for sexual arousal.

    Contact/reply if you'd like to chat. If you just want to hate, go for it and I'll leave you alone. Either way, have a good one.

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  4. Al? Hun? Public or private makes no difference to me.

    dirt

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  5. Public it is then. Always your call, as this is your home, not mine. I am only a guest here.

    I am old-ish, but young in the community. But I have figured out a few things. I don't speak for my community. We are all different, and that includes the whole LGBTIQ continuum. To judge 'us' as a whole rather than individuals seems just as bad as misogynistic pigs (redundant?)

    What defines a 'woman'? What is your criteria? Is it only the physical? And which attributes? Is it only the XX / XY differential? An accident of base genetics that determines what we are?

    You would not consider me a woman. Those I am around would. Co-workers, friends, People at the LA G&L center. I have literally risked everything in my life to become who I am. Who I was emotionally, who I identify as.

    Am I 'gay'? Yes and no. I was married for 26 years. I am still attracted to women. I think men are pigs for the most part. So what am I? Con fused? A butch feminist lesbian (yes, I have been called that)? What ever you see me as, here are the ';facts' as you put it.

    I have gone from what is considered the most privileged class to just about the least. I was a white successful male. I'm still white (last I checked). But I gave up the male and risked the successful to be who I am.

    My friend transitioned in Maryland a number of years ago. She lost her house, job, car, wife, and oh... the judge at the custody trial said she could NEVER see her child again.

    So not only are we hated by Cismen and Ciswomen, we also have no rights. We can and are often raped. 'We' often have to work in the sex trade because there are so few economic opportunities for us. And current stats show an attempted suicide rate around 50%.

    This isn't a choice, and this isn't a life I would wish on anyone. I tried to not be this for around 45 years. It took being on suicide watch for a few months for me to give in to who I am.

    Responses? I know I asked a lot and threw a lot at you, but I do look forward to your reply.

    And it's.....
    Alissia (legally)

    Al is some guy with a dick and a beer. Not a vision I am comfortable with. When I dress in male clothes I feel like I am in drag.

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  6. First lets dispense with the retarded "cis" nonsense shall we? Not interested in the mentally ill's made up words created to make themselves feel better about being mentally ill rather than taking action and doing something about changing their mentally ill plight. And by doing something I certainly dont mean paying some doctor to mutilate one into a monstrosity of a human being.

    Second, whats your question exactly? Or was there one and I missed it through the wahmbulance siren?

    Third, unless someone has a gun to your head, no one is forcing you to wear clothes you arent comfortable in. You dont exactly have to have your peen mutilated into a pretzel to wear the clothing you like. Totally up to you Al.

    dirt

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  7. 1. You are obviously not interested in discussions, but rather just blowing feces out your ass. So be it. I guess we're done here. You don't want to discuss things ans I have a lot better things to do with my life than wait for you to grow a brain.

    Lastly 'hun', you have a bigger dick and bigger balls than I ever did, and I've never been into the whole my dick is bigger than yours competition. Have fun masturbating at the world.

    Alissia

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  8. This is what I find sickening really, how Mtf men will fight/argue tooth and nail about how they are just as much a woman as any woman. Yet they cannot go five minutes without bringing up "dick and balls". How very "womanly" of them.

    dirt

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  9. It is sickening, dirt. I've got a tranny man at my blog talking the same noise about how he's just as much a woman as I am, while threatening to rape me. As soon as they don't get their way, it's all dick, balls, and rape. It's a shame so many of the roll-over "feminists" give in to these trannies' demands so quickly; otherwise they'd get a taste of these men's love of violence and dick-swinging, too, and the charade would be up.

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  10. Yeah more 'woman' than a Butch woman, whose been a female ALL her life.....and continues to be.
    -M.A.

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  11. Margaret,

    These women are either so ignorant or patriarchally thought controlled the men and women trannifiers dick swinging doesn't even register to them!

    Any women/"feminist" with half an ounce of insight into this bullshit wouldnt remotely tolerate the abuses trannifiers continue to reap upon women/lesbian bodies/spaces!

    One can be empathetic to the plight of the mentally ill (one should after all) but helping to spread this disorder is INTOLERABLE!

    dirt

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  12. MA,

    These male trannifiers believe they are more "woman" than us because they only see "woman" according to men! Which is why they are in the mental situation they're in in the first place.

    If Butch women were visible and legitimized as the women we clearly are, why then would autogynophiles need to drug and mutilate themselves in monstrosities? Hmmm...

    dirt

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  13. MTF's male privilege shows through loud and clear doesnt it? this is happening over at my place too. its fucking laughable, except its not fucking funny. great blog, thanks.

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  14. FCM,

    I've noticed. Its sickening. Nice blog yourself!

    dirt

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  15. Poor Dirt is trans and can't transition due to lack of funding or fear or just her own internalized self-hatred/transphobia. It's so transparent. Why else would anyone pour this much energy (and have this much "knowledge" - however misguided) into hatred of the trans community. It's okay Dirt, there's help for you too!

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  16. I'm a woman, plain and simple.

    "Transition" is a figment of a fractured mind. You body isnt the enemy, misogyny is.

    dirt

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  17. Misogyny is your enemy Dirt. It's taught you to hate yourself so much that you devote every minute of your day to desperately trying to convince others to rot along with you. All the energy you pour into this hateful little obsession of yours could be better spent actually doing something positive for women and the butch-femme community (or therapy for yourself). I find it odd that a self-identified woman would embrace such hateful and aggressive (read: stereotypical male) values rather than finding strength in the the acceptance and nurturing of others, even if they're different from you.

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  18. Misogyny is the enemy of all. And fighting that isnt a "little obsession" its a lifetime commitment as it should be for all women, because it is detrimental to us all on practically infinite levels.

    dirt

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  19. I think too since you're joining online communities and stealing photos of peoples' bodies, including their genitalia, along with their faces and screen names and that your IP address is catalogued along with other trolls for a number of sites and you cry about getting 'kicked off' that you might have the ovaries to disable comment moderation on your own blog. I mean really, do you have to approve every little comment? I bet those individuals in those post-surgical photos didn't approve your theft and distribution of their medical information did they?

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  20. You're not fighting misogyny dirt. You're being transphobic which IS misogyny you chucklehead.

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  21. Experience in dealing with the mentally ill informs me regulating comments is a must. The pathological narcissism that aids in driving the "trans" engine, that single mindedness, also drives the "trans" mind an outpouring of comments.

    And I have never posted anyones medical records, that stuff to my knowledge is confidential. I post only what is public, for the public. No reason to hide behind the tranny gate now is there?

    dirt

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  22. "Transphobia" in and of itself does not exist. "Transphobia" as the made up term is used is actually homophobia. And homophobia is a symptom of what? Oh yeah MISOGYNY!

    dirt

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  23. Im all for free speech but you are just dsrespectful... smh

    I think you can get your point across without being disrespectful, dirt. Show some class ok. Just because you feel as certain way doesnt mean you have to bash us ok

    -Storm

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  24. Hi Dirt,

    I've been reading your blog for a few weeks now, and I do think you have some valid points. However, I've noticed you can be pretty nasty to people in the comment section. Like your exchange with Alissia Megan Rose-Pait. She just asked a few questions about what your criteria for a "true" woman is, but you just shot her down. I think it's a valid question, and I would also like your thoughts on the subject. Gender politics these days can be really confusing these days, especially if you're someone like me who doesn't conform to society's standards for femininity. I thought I might be trans for a while, but have since rejected that. But it would be nice to hear more from older butches in the community since role models are so hard to find these days.
    Anyway, I might be able to find what I'm looking for if I search through more of your posts, but I just think you were being unnecessarily rude in that instance. Have a good one.

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  25. To quote you: "the mentally ill's made up words created to make themselves feel better about being mentally ill rather than taking action and doing something about changing their mentally ill plight"

    ummm--- go back to church. seriously. lesbian seperatist baptist church of evangelical orthodox assholes.

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  26. Despite however her skin may look, can't you see her grin? From ear to ear, you only see happiness like that every once in awhile.
    "She," or as I should say "HE" is happy.

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  27. so what are your views on people born intersexed?

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  28. That a minute amount of the population are born intersexed.

    dirt

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