Saturday, August 9, 2008

Mtfs wont let the ftMs have ANYTHING!

I shouldnt lol at this but I just cant help myself! I also shouldnt lol that this was posted in an ftM community and I kid you not, SEVEN Mtf's ran in to comment...lol Hmmmm maybe Miss poster there has a point eh boys???

Its very telling when even women who are claiming to be men are still being kicked BACK down the male privileged ladder by men claiming to be women claiming they no longer have male privilege or male authority!

The fact that Mtf's have no respect, care or concern for the ftM community, ftM issues or ftM spaces says several things: 1) ftM's are still being viewed/treated by Mtfs as women 2) Mtfs still view themselves as men with their born male privilege remaining intact despite their claims of being "women", 3) both ftMs and Mtfs continue to operate using the learned internal/external misogyny of their REAL sex.

One may ask if this is happening with any kind of frequency why then do we not hear/see more ftM's discussing this issue? Simple. When ftM's raise the issue of being dismissed and/or marginalize by the Mtf community its as good as admiting despite all their "efforts" to be "men", they remain women among men. So while many ftM's may feel as this poster does, little are going to speak up/out about it.

Male privilege allows for Mtf's to continue exibiting their maleness and STILL ID as "women", as ftM's have never had any such privilege, the same isnt true in the reverse. If an ftM exibits anything that can be construed as female or relating to female immediately puts their "maleness" is into question. Any ftM who simply raises these issues alone, not necessarily admiting to their truths, is equally asking for their male ID to be put into question.

On an aside I should like to ask, since Mtfs have no respect or regard for ftM spaces, is it really that much of a stretch when WBW complain about the loss to their woman only spaces by Male-tfs and Male-tfs continue denying their Male present assults on woman only spaces?

dirt

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Mich Fest Shuttle Van Tragedy


I heard about this calamity a few nights ago. I immediately lit a candle that continues to burn for the woman dead, the women involved and the spirit of the fest. As I have gone about these last few days, doing laundry, vacuuming, tidying and feeding the cats (you know, the stuff of life) whenever the eyes of the candle's flame meet my eyes, my heart beats a prayer clean through my chest wrapping 'round the universe for all of womankind.

Patti Smith once wrote "the storm that rends harm/also makes fertile" and that prayer that has slipped through my chest is that this tragedy will do the same.

On an equally passionate though perhaps more earthly note I feel I must voice this other frightful thought that has flickered cross my mind as the candle's flame flickers.

As a butch lesbian woman who has yet to attend Mich Fest, I am ignorant of many things involving Mich Fest. I am ignorant of camping, ignorant of drum circles, ignorant of the various woman oriented worshops, ignorant of the spirit pouring off 5000 women infecting every air molecule with every breath taken in or expelled, but one thing this butch lesbian woman is NOT ignorant of is the HATE spewing from "next door"!

And it is this hate which has literally woke me up in the middle of the night, the night I first read about this "accident". Many emotions leaped forth occupying my mind when I heard the news. The survivors guilt many Mich Fest members may feel, the grief friends and family will feel, and my own selfish feelings for a woman I did not know, and yet still feel the sting because unlike the legion of "queer" women infiltrating lesbianism and lesbian spaces everywhere, this woman was one of the few and we cannot afford this loss.

But as I closed my eyes my minds eyes closed as well, and sometime during this pleasant void a lightning jolt of reality jump started my heart and mind awake with several ugly questions which I leave with you:

1) In what proximity is "camp trans" from Mich Fest?
2) How secure are the shuttle van/s when not in use? (are they guarded?)
3) Could trans terrorist actions have lead to leaking out the air in the shuttle van/s tire in order to subvert the transportation of WBW to/fro Mich Fest?
4) As I have recieved many death threats myself from "trans" sufferers and I am only a single butch woman with a short history of speaking out against trannyism, am I being paranoid to think that "trans fundamentalist" would stoop so low to disrupt a 30+ year strong woman only event?

dirt

Top Banana from BF.com


Apparently Miss Top Banana is neglecting her oh so important "fruitcake" duties at BF.com in order to suck some dirt cock for a WHOPPING 22 fucking hours! Now dont get me wrong, I know I've even seen her former prom queen GIRL friend say somewhere that our Miss Top Banana could easily suck a golfball through a garden hose, BUT 22 HOURS of cock sucking clearly indicates to me she's a contender for sucking the chrome off a bumper as well! Go Gums!

dirt

ps MTB? I swear all past grievances aside, if you enter a cock sucking contest? You can count on my vote!

Monday, August 4, 2008

Homophobia and Misogyny murder Tranny



Another pathological lying disordered male, suffering from trannyism was murdered because of homophobia and misogyny. Gay men suffering from the trannyism disorder are by far the most harassed, abused and murdered victims under the trannyism umbrella.

Yet despite this fact, the trans movement does nothing to fight misogyny or homophobia which would diminish/eliminate these issues, even though the trans movement has lazily attached itself to the gay and lesbian movement! Do we dare to ask why???

One man is horrifically killed and another man will likely go to prison for the rest of his life (lets hope). Two lives basically ended and why? Because one man's male privilege allowed him to lie, believing there would be little consequence, and when the lie was uncovered and the truth reveiled, the lie put another man's masculinity into question in a society where masculinity is GOD and anything less than equals the abhorrence of female, woman, feminine, weak, which is ultimately the worst possible thing that a MAN could be compared to under all patriarchal regimes!

Here I could easily, but wont delve into the pathological lying that is one of the prime factor of the trannyism disorder(you cannot be a tranny and NOT also be a liar), not unlike misogyny issues, invisibility issues and narcissism issues of which ALL trannys suffer. Instead I would like to concentrate on the refusal of the trans movement to fight misogyny and homophobia which is ultimately what actually destroyed both men.

There are two different issues at work here: 1) statistically the majority of trans ID individuals are straight/white/males; 2) if misogyny and homophobia were to be reduced to ashes, so to would the trannyism disorder and no disorder equals no trannys.

Dealing with the first issue first, the predominance of hetero male trannys. Between males who ID as some form of trans and females who ID as some form of trans, males clearly out weigh the females, most stats give a 3 to 1 ratio, while I have also seen some stats as high as 5 to 1 ratio of males trans to female trans. Of the males there seems to be a similar straight/gay ratio to that of gays in general pop. With about 10-15% of Mtf's having primary attractions to other men.

And just for clearity, when I say gay trans males (Mtf) I am speaking of males whose primary attractions were to other males before/during/after trannyifying, and when I speak of straight/hetero trans males (Mtf) I am speaking of straight/hetero trans males whose primary attraction to women were before/during/after trannifying.

In a not too dissimilar way, the homophobia in the general straight male population is also reflected similarly in the trans Mtf population. The only difference really being is the Mtf trans community attatched itself to the gay movement despite its very real homophobia towards gays.

As I said at the beginning of this post the majority of Mtf's who are abused or murdered are usally the Mtf's who date other men and lie about their own maleness. The trans community as a whole, which as I stated earlier is majority wise straight/white men who upon learning that a gay Mtf has been beaten or murdered quickly rush in to twist or slant the story away from the blatant criminal homophobia that actually transpired, to that of "transphobia"!

This serves two purposes, it helps to alleviate/ignore/deflect from their own homophobia as well as to highlight their "special" believed "trans" circumstances.

The prime factor of homophobia isnt the issue of one man's desire/love for another man. It is the misogyny that one man's desire/love for another man produces in straight males who reign patriarchaly supreme! If a man is willing to sexually submit himself to the pleasures of the penis, this man has fundamentally reduced himself to that of the inferior status of woman, which under patriarchy is a desecration and an abomination of MALE and should swiftly pay the ultimate mortal price!

Until women become equals in the eyes and under the laws of patriarchy, homophobia will continue to harm gays, women and the gay men who believe they're "women". The predominant Mtf community would love for us to believe that since they choose to slip on a pair of size 14 heelz and choose to ID as "women" their male privilege and conditioned misogyny suddenly evaporates into thin air. They want to share our locker rooms, our restrooms, our changing areas and any space prohibited to men, yet none of them, not one has ever lifted a finger to fight misogyny or its bastardly sister, homophobia. Even when that homosexual is supposedly their own!

Misogyny is the FIRST and most PRIME factor in the trannyism disorder AND there isnt a single trans person who does not suffer from it pathologically. It is also the FIRST and foremost PRIME factor of homophobia which is the PRIME reason for most Mtf murders. But you wont see the trans movement any time soon protesting, fighting, dying in the streets to eradicate these issues.

Because eraticating misogyny while also eradicating homophobia would ultimately eradicate trannyism!

dirt

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Solzhenitsyn dies at 89

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080803/wl_nm/russia_solzhenitsyn_dc

In the throws of shock and awe, I only have a few things to say.

Solzhenitsyn is dead, one of the last genius personally connected to a historical time that saw not only the execution of over 30 million people, but was closely associated either personally or through proximity to a litter of gifts, such as Akhmatova, Tsvetayeva, Mayakovsky, Mandelstam, Pasternak to name some of the greats.

Sometime in the mid 70's I watched an interview Solzhenitsyn gave to 60 minutes, parts of it I still recall today, particularly his disgust with America and american culture, despite our country giving him a home after Russia exiled him, our country embracing his work and helping to make him a famous man that has departed equally famous. His revulsion of America has always rubbed me the wrong way. His leaving his people with his tail between his legs has equally rubbed me the wrong way.

For both reasons I could never bring myself to be a fan of his work, regardless of its merit. One of the first songs I ever heard/liked (1976) by Renaissance was their live version of Mother Russia which was written for/about Solzhenitsyn. "So cold/so true/Mother Russia/He cries for you"...the song still gives me goose bumps. But these days when I choose to listen to the song I think of the person who for me really lived, breathed and sacrificed EVERYTHING for Mother Russia and that person is the great Anna Akhmatova! (Not where the sky's dome enclosed a foreign space/Nor where foreign wings sheltered and reassured/But among my people I took up my place/There, where by an ill fate, my own people were)

I feel sad that he is dead, but not because he was a genius or because he was a worthy figure, but because he was a link to a time and a group that is quickly disappearing and of which we as a people cannot afford to lose.

Mother Russia (betty thatcher-lyrics)

Pays the price, works the seasons through
Frozen days, he thinks of you
Cold as ice but he burns for you
Mother russia, cant you hear him too?

Mothers son, freedoms overdue
Lonely man, he thinks of you
He isnt done, only lives for you
Mother russia, cant you hear him too?

Punished for his written thoughts
Starving for his fame
Working blindly, building blocks
Number for a name, his blood flows frozen to the snow

Red blood, white snow
He knows frozen rivers wont flow
So cold, so true
Mother russia--he cries for you