Non masculine(butch)female ftM's

Along with the general dysphoria that plagues the predominant "tweener" group of females who make up the majority of the ftM community, there is the false desire/belief that these non masculine women can attain the masculinity they do not naturally possess by taking drugs. And that this new found masculinity will magically make these women "one of the guys"!

The sad fact that these women do not realise until its too late is an ocean full of "T" isnt going to TRANSform their bodies/minds let alone their lives into a typcial male existence/experience, they will always be women performing "male". Which is precisely what the OP is afraid of, because one cannot be on ALL the time, every actor needs the curtain to fall and the make up to come off.

The OP has yet to even learn her lines and she's already desperately worried about forgetting them in front of a live audience, terrified she's going to be found out as an imposter, a phoney, a "trans"!!! Not only does this post scream TRANSPHOBIA, it authenticates the inauthenticity of her "male" ID.



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The transgendered LESBIAN!

I have read some pretty angry, petty and ignorant male privileged things from Mtf males regarding women and lesbians, but this by far surely has to be the MOST deranged! Talk about taking the cake!

Obviously this guy is full of shit, not only about his claims, but his typical ignorance of where lesbians stand in the world, ESPECIALLY the judicial world! The mere rumor that a female is a lesbian is still a tactic used by many fathers in order to gain custody over their children during divorce proceedings, so for this guy to assert HE has been beaten and gang raped by a group of lesbians and their male thugs would at the very least send the police 'round for an inquiry. Not to mention here as in much of the post he contradicts himself.

This reads to me like nothing more than the bitter angry ramblings of yet another male trans misogynist. Who btw happen to be worst offenders of misogyny because unlike the misogyny we're all subtly conditioned with through our lives, male trans misogyny is a pathological misogyny.

Men like this hate women, not simply because they have been conditioned to dislike/reject subtle femaleness BUT because woman is something they can never be/own regardless of their strivings. And not simply because of the biological impossibility, but also because the woman they are trying to create is "woman" and NOT the authentic woman. The trans males "woman" is nothing more than a one dimentional figure which trans males have been informed from birth about by the patriarchal male gaze. And that "woman" is as artificially a woman as are they!

Now this particular male has through the blur of his disordered haze and coupled with his ignorantly informed male gazed ideas surrounding "woman", believed he was going to cover himself in honey and throw himself to the lesbians and never look back. Only to be tossed right back to whence he came because LESBIANS DO NOT DATE/FUCK MEN, PERIOD! The male privilege that has allowed him to believe he is a woman, also allowed him into believing he is also a lesbian, simply because HE said so! And while that may work perfectly well in hetsville, a few streets over in dykesville, we dykes do not need male approval therefore we do not have to tolerate male bullshit!

Now he's mad, alone and probably made crazier because of hormones not suited for his male system. Reading slightly between the lines of this non sense one can clearly see he not only wishes to physically harm lesbians, BUT to RAPE them as well. He basically says as much then assuages his disordered conscience by claiming his feelings derive from revenge motives rather than the truth, which is he is angry because the lesbians rejected HIM! How dare women have a say about who they fuck, thats crazy shit man!




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a tranny's 2 cents...lol

This is a comment left on my Wordpress blog by an anonymous obviously deranged tranny. The thing that splits my side everytime about these sort of comments is they're all of the nature of either what little impact I have or will have or how little I know regarding trannyism.

Meanwhile they (the tranny disordered) burn themselves every fucking time by not being able to control themselves from saying something(many a trannyism sufferer also has OCD)...lol Cuz if I didnt matter, they wouldnt go out of their krazy way googling, talking, linking, threatening, or obsessing over literally EVERY fucking thing I write regardless of content!

So it looks like the dirtster does count after all folks and fans...lol



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Butch invisibility and butch ignorance

Skimming no less than FOUR, count 'em FOUR fucking different "butch/femme" sites this morning I come acrossed a post regarding lindsay lohan and her new "butch" gal pal! WHA???? Are you fucking kidding me? I click a few linkies knowing even before I look there is NO WAY some butch is going to get some visibility, and what do ya know? Of course I was right. (is the dirtster even wrong? Dont answer that!) Here's a pic of the "butch" in question...
Butch NO, non masculine andro dyke YES!

This is the shit that seriously pisses me off, okay fine mainstream America is clueless about what the fuck butches look like/are, BUT butch/femme sites/communities????

Thats where we are folks! Because of the bullshit PC inclusional tactics prescribed and forcd down our collective throats by academia in the last 20+ years even sub lesbian communities like butch/femme are so blurred by the inclusion of every dyke under the sun who wronly CHOOSES to ID as butch or femme, butch/femme not only doesnt exist, BUT it also cannot be identified by the so called butches and femmes occupying BFland!!!! Hmmm...

I also blame this butch blurring on the misconception of all butches being lost to trannification. How can butches be lost to trannyland when butches are not even being accurately identified??? If Lohan's gal pal was to transition tomorrow the following days headline would read something like "LL's butch gal pal, now a HE pal"!!! And every BF site would devote a post or two about either the loss of another "butch" to trannyland or a high five to the gal in question for "his" transition! Go MEN!

All the while the REAL BF community wouldnt have lost anything because again the gal in question wasnt butch, but andro dyke! Visibility has ALWAYS been a prime issue for butch women, or rather the lack thereof. In the past this butch invisibility hurt us because it reinforced our already internalized misogyny. Our female masculinity was read as male by a patriarchal society that puts male first and best, and if male equaled everything good and grand, unspokenly we butches were being told everything else about us that wasnt masculine was bad and evil and we should be ashamed.

And most of us were/are. We were ignorantly taught embracing anything female erased or minimized our masculinity. The one thing our "passing" in patriarchal society patted us on the back for, approved of even! But those pats and approvals are things most butches later feel a different kind of shame over and with age and maturity reject. Understandly we as butch women werent being approved of, patriarchal society's blind recognition of masculinity as equaling ONLY male, thereby reading our female masculinity as male, was what was given the thumbs up. Not us as masculine women.

Today nothing has changed regarding that issue of butch invisibility, but what has changed about butch invisibility is the added component of that invisibility further erasing us within our own or former BF sub communities due to that specific invisibility in the first place!

Meaning our born mascunility that has always been read by patriarchal society as MALE, partly creating our invisibility as masculine FEMALES is now being further misread by historically ignorant gays, lesbians and "queers" who are informed by the same patriarchal conditionings as the rest of the world!

Therefore any female, specifically lesbian/"queer" females who do not "fit" into a typical feminine idea are labeling themselves BUTCH! Whether that be a confused young straight girl who hates dresses, andro dykes, or the myriad of tweener dykes ranging from softball to golf dykes! Also make note, nine times out of ten, the transitional "butch" is a woman who generally finds herself somewhere in one these categories. Women who transition are most often women reaching for masculinity, not women born with it.

Take a minute to go to any BF site/forum/community on the net and have a quick flick through their galleries. I am not exagerating when I say 90+% of the self ID'd butches there fall squarely into one of the catagories I've listed above, with another percent IDing as "ftM"/"trans".

If butches dont soon begin representing themselves in BF spaces there isnt any chance of us gaining any future hopes for visibility among mainstream presses/peoples which is highly important if masculine women ever wish to TRUELY exist!

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