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Saturday, February 18, 2017

Lesbian Adults are NOT Women-How Hetero-Sociology Ignores Lesbians (part 3 of 3)

The first two posts of this series dealt specifically with how the heterosexual category Girl inadequately describes and fails Lesbian children and Lesbian teens; fails to represent Lesbian children/teenager's thinking processes/emotional processes and behaviours and how those processes drastically differ from heterosexual Girls. This post will delve into how the heterosexual category Woman and Lesbian differ and how the category Woman has for centuries and continues today to harm Lesbians.

As uncomfortable a fit Girl is to Lesbian children and Lesbian teens, it doesnt hold the sheer horror of Woman when applied to Lesbians. Girl, even teen Girl, while clearly heterosexual, the sexual in heterosexual between the ages of say 0 to mid/late teens usually is non existent. Meaning dykes, with minimal effort, can usually ignore being qualified Girl, since sexual feelings (toward another) at young ages is often absent. When the category Woman is applied to Lesbians later on, Dykes can no longer ignore their discomfort or their revulsion, because they are not merely ignoring differences in thought processes, emotions, behaviours, strengths and weaknesses, they now have to ignore the SEX in Woman which translates ONLY to heteroSEXUAL!

Because Lesbian youths do not often have the freedom nor the number of potential partners Girls have growing up, Lesbian adults usually use their 20's as relationship experience. It isnt that Lesbians are less mature than Girls/Women, we simply do not get to practice our relationships at school/school functions, dating etc. It is usually only when Lesbians reach young adulthood and we have control over our destinies that we can (more or less) freely begin meeting others like ourselves. It is unclear whether our lack of dating in youth, our Lesbian biology or our lack of being around large numbers of Lesbians (or all three) affects why Lesbian adults partner differently than heterosexual couples. Its rare to find a Lesbian couple that did the "dating thing" that is so common among heterosexuals. While we meet/find each other in a variety of ways, dating in the straight sense rarely factors in and when it does there is usually a STRAIGHTBIAN in the mix.

Another HUGE difference between Lesbian adults and Women is the BIOLOGICAL urge to procreate and the BIOLOGICAL changes that occur from giving birth. While there is clearly some sociological pressure for (hetero) females to procreate, the gist comes from heterosexual female brain functions. Obviously something evolutionary in order to propagate the species. Whatever it is that triggers that base need/desire among straight female brains, clearly does not exist in Lesbian brains. In the same token, that biological urge to bear children in most straight Women, doesnt come with a guarantee for maternal instincts. There was a minute in the 90's when Lesbians seemed to be popping out babies like puppies, but looking back with a discerning eye, what we actually find were STRAIGHTBIAN couples claiming to be Lesbians or a STRAIGHTBIAN coupled with a Dyke giving birth, not Lesbians themselves. There are clearly more Lesbian pet parents than there are Lesbian people parents, thats not to say that we dislike children, it is to say birthing/raising children isnt a BIOLOGICAL need/desire of Lesbians. And in fact when we do choose to parent either by our loins or adoption, we usually make BETTER parents than heterosexuals.

Some basic core changes that begin in puberty and stay consistent in Women:
  • The biological obsessive compulsion for Males. What are males doing? What are males thinking? What do males think about me? Does he like me? Does he like her? Can I change him? Will he marry me? Why wont he like me? Does he like my body? Even in Women that claim to be "man haters" or "radfems" it is rare to find a time they are not engaged in some sort of interaction with and/or rumination about males
  • Planning their wedding-enough said!
  • Being a mother-see above. 
  • Competing with/undermining/judging and actively criticizing other Girls/Women.
  • Social climbing seems to begin early for heterosexual females. Whether they desire the best trailer in the park or the costliest palace, money/possessions factor heavily in ALL straight female relationships.  
  • Appearance is like real estate to teen Girls/Women-Appearance Appearance Appearance!
  • A seemingly pathological dissatisfaction with everything! And an equally pathological need to bitch, gripe, moan and complain about it. Male brains have an interesting compatible ability to mostly tune this behaviour from heterosexual females out. Dykes who have partnered with Women, can tune it out to a lesser degree than males. All in all, Teen Girls and Women are never truly happy. 
Some basic core changes that begin in puberty and stay consistent in Lesbians:
  • Lesbians whether partnered or single do not lose who we are in effort to center the universe around our love life or any single part of our life for that matter. As wonderful as being in love feels, Lesbians do not change our personalities to fit someone else's, nor do we scheme to change our love interest's personality/behaviour.
  • Lesbians also do not lose focus on our interests/passions/talents over another Lesbian. In fact in most Lesbian adult relationships, Lesbians heavily support our lover's/wife's interests/passions/talents etc. 
  • Lesbian adults are not driven by childhood fairy tales to create the perfect wedding day! Lesbians are more invested in the relationship than the day it is legally official! 
  • Lesbians in the majority are not social climbers, we do not base our relationships on what job our lover has, the money she makes or doesnt make, where she buys her clothes or who her parents are. Its no coincidence than Lesbians are often listed by heterosexuals as being blue collar. Regardless of whether we are or arent working class, we function on purpose rather than perception. Frankly, we dont give a fuck. 
  • Lesbians also fail to be as impressed or impressed at all with wealth/possessions. An area we vastly differ from both heterosexual Women and Men.
  • Lesbians, regardless of the situation tend to be much more even-keeled temperamentally/emotionally than Girls/Women. Historically it is straight female's (seeming) over emotionalism (think hysteria) that caught the attention of early psychiatrists/psychologists since its inception. And lets be honest, from the point of view of a straight male brain whose emotions with the exception of anger/sex are drastically dulled by testosterone, the straight female brained human must seem like a raving hyena! The only thing that caught the attention of  psychiatrists/psychologists (past/present and future) by Lesbians is our romantic interests. Although presently, all psych tests are heterosexually biased and if a Lesbian child/Teen is tested and her test is measured under Girl, she will score as abnormal. If scored as male, she scores in the normal range. 
  • The discomfort Lesbian youths often feel being labeled in the category Girl persists into Lesbian adulthood with the heterosexual adult female category Woman. Some of us learn to exist past/beyond the Woman category once mature and some are never able to and instead try to ease their discomfort by transitioning. Regardless of where the Lesbian is with being improperly categorized as Woman, we are NEVER at home with the heterosexual term Woman
Like the heterosexual category Girl, Woman also presents a barrage of issues for Lesbians. Woman fails to adequately differentiate between Lesbian adult thought processes, emotions and behaviours from heterosexual Woman, it also fails to distinguish our night and day sexual orientation from Women. Lesbian adults are NOT Women and there is no need for Lesbians to pretend any longer that we are Women. The Femmiest of Lesbians cringe when being called a Woman, Woman is an UNFIT category for Lesbians, rather than the heterosexual assumption that Dykes make UNFIT Women! Lesbians are not Heterosexual, therefore Lesbians are NOT Women period, case closed, stick a fork in her ass, she's done...Lesbians have left the building!



Saturday, February 4, 2017

Lesbian Teenagers are NOT Teenage Girls-How Hetero-Sociology Ignores Lesbians (part 2 of 3)

In my last post (read here) I discussed how dominant heterosexual culture ignorantly/willfully and wrongfully posits the heterosexual female child category Girl on ALL female children thereby harming and in some cases denting Lesbian children. The damage done to Lesbian children via heterosexual presumptions follows Lesbian youths straight into their Lesbian teens where confusion is compounded and the blooms of self hatred can flourish.

Puberty under even the best circumstances is no picnic, for Lesbian teens it often falls somewhere on the line of difficult, cruel or a nightmare with difficult being the best case scenario. The myriad of issues that Lesbian teens struggle with during puberty can all be traced back to dominant heterosexual culture and the heterosexual categories Teenage Girl or Girl Teenagers/Young Woman. As discussed in the previous post on brain functioning/behaviour differences between Girls and Lesbian children, these differences grow larger during puberty; partly out of how puberty differently affects Lesbian teens and partly from how puberty further develops Lesbian teen romantic feelings.

Some of the core ways puberty differently affects Lesbian teenagers:
  • Lesbian children are not culturally groomed to have our bodies change (develop) for the purpose of pleasing other (teen/adult) Lesbians as/when we mature. 
What does this mean exactly? It means, unless Girls who (most-not all-but most) cannot wait for their breast and hips to develop, and even for their Periods to begin (signifying) adult STRAIGHT female rites of passage, including cultural systems supporting those rites/rights, Lesbian teens have nothing. Lesbian teens arent told by our parents/families/culture that some day some other Lesbian will love our breasts, our hips and our periods are special because they signify our bodies' changing ability for us to one day give birth. (I'm reminded of a Tshirt I wore in the early 90's which stated I fuck to cum, NOT to conceive)

Lesbian teenagers instead (including Lesbian teens who pass as straight) feel uncomfortable, terrified and for some of us even horrified with our changing bodies. Partly because those changes socially signify a new stage in heterosexuality (heterosexual coupling) and partly because those changes signify Woman which links to heterosexuality ie the kind of female Lesbians are NOT. Lesbian teens are not remotely interested in heterosexual coupling anymore than we are interested in performing the heterosexually defined role of (young) Woman.

In the past Lesbian teenagers were especially vulnerable to suicide. Remember unlike emotionally damaged Girls who tend to act out masochistically, Lesbian teenagers act out in (milder anti social) ways often associated with male teen behaviour such as taking drugs, drinking, getting into fights (with male peers), punching or kicking walls etc. And where especially hurt/sensitive, Lesbian teens were prone to suicide and suicide by more violent means more similar to male teens than to teen Girls.

In lieu of the current pro Transgender moment, Lesbian teens are now vulnerable to suicide via transition. Meaning Lesbian teenagers are seeking to kill themselves through transition, a living death if you will. And while that may seem more productive than death itself, it by no means equals happiness and unfortunately (statistically) signifies only a delay in actual suicide.

Another core area Lesbian teenagers differ is romantically:
  • The (hetero) teenage landscape which has (for centuries) spawned a bazillion books, plays and TV shows/films where teens get to practice adulthood and specifically adult romantic couplings is barred to Lesbian teens. 
For all the Liberal Lefts reminders hetsplaining of how far homosexuals have come (because of them mind you), as a Lesbian and as far as Lesbianism is concerned, I'm here to tell you that for every gain, there is a multitude of losses, and for every loss a multitude of advancements that never came.

Lesbian teens do not possess the luxury of practicing Lesbian adulthood or Lesbian romances with another Lesbian teen. And where there is the rare occasion that two Lesbians find each other in grade school or junior high, it is rarer that they can freely (safely) explore their feelings at say a school dance or walking hand in hand through the schools hallways or invited home to meet mom and dad. There are much more occasions where Lesbian teens have tried, only to be bashed, kicked out of school or home or all of the above. There is no adequate junior high or high school support of Lesbian teens, because Lesbianism itself is still (even among Radical Feminist/Feminism) suspect, disbelieved, co-opted or hetsplained into the unrecognizable!

Lesbian teens are often used/abused by Girl peers, treated by Girls all too often as boy stand ins who are immediately dumped/pushed aside when a Boy teen shows a Girl interest. Unlike Girl peers who are biologically/socially understanding of Girls dumping/blowing other Girls off for Boys, Lesbians are routinely emotionally hurt and understandably confused. In the same vein, all messages Lesbian teens receive are heterosexually transmitted. Lesbian teens either have the gumption to reject these foreign messages (which happens only rarely to the Lesbian loner) or more likely try and apply heterosexuality to their Lesbian experiences which again, usually means playing Boy to some Girl which always ends in Lesbian heartbreak or worse.

Lesbian childhood may be confusing, but Lesbian teen years can be down right painful, even suicidally lonely. For all of technology's globally shrinking the world via internet connections, Lesbian teenagers remain distant from each other and even more distant from honest, useful and accurate Lesbian information. Lesbian teenagers are pelted with hetsplained notions of Lesbian children/teen and adult behaviours/experiences as abnormal or gender non conforming as Liberal homophobes loathsomely put it today.

As lonely as Lesbian teen years can be, it is far better to be lonely than to be the trial run for some straight Girl/s culturally sanctioned hetero sexual dalliances. Since the innate Lesbian ability to find one another has diminished in the last hundred years making Lesbian teen romance fraught with even more difficulty, some Tips for Lesbian teens in avoiding the pitfalls of Lesbian/Girl teen crushes/romances and for potentially finding each other:
  • Cliches are cliches for a reason, that said by all means join a school sport! Lesbians have many natural athletic abilities superior to straight Girls, therefore chances increase in finding a Lesbian teen friend or girlfriend if you join a sport or school sport.  
  • Girls at puberty suddenly lose their straight minds for Boys (boy crazy). This (crazy) lasts throughout the child bearing years of Girls/Women and mildly subsides only after menopause. If your crush suddenly cannot stop talking about/thinking about/doodling about some boy, chances are she is NOT a Lesbian, regardless of any practice kissing she might have done on you and no matter how important she made you think you were to her. Once her adult heterosexual hormones kick in, Lesbian teens become toast while Boys become everything. Let her go!
  • If you are being treated like a Boy stand in by a Girl in any capacity, the fact she views you as a Boy says she does NOT see YOU as a Lesbian. This is a huge issue even adult Lesbians can be confused by, that begins in Lesbian youth. Do not be flattered when you are being treated like a Boy/Guy, be angry you are not being seen as a Lesbian, teen or otherwise! 
  • Lesbian teens, like Lesbian children rarely play head games or boy/girl games. Lesbian teens tend to be more serious, not always serious about school but serious/reflective in their every day approach. 
  • And outside of sports, Lesbian teens are rarely school function joiners. Look for the tough or cool teen, that teen who dresses for comfort over style, that teen always quick with a joke, that teen who wears crudeness with pride, that teen who is on all sides yet no ones side. Say hi to her, you just might find a Lesbian comrade or Lesbian friend or more.


Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Lesbian Children are NOT Girls-How Hetero-Sociology Ignores Lesbians (part 1 of 3)

In my post last week I discussed how linking the symbol for Female with another symbol for Female does not equal Lesbian, it merely denoted two Females of any sexual orientation together:
Taking the next step in this post, I'll discuss how the HETERO sex categories of Girl and Woman have lead to centuries of discomfort, dysphoria, pathology and transition (Trans Trending) for Lesbians.

A well known, but until now unexplained commonality among Lesbians (no matter the variety) is feeling different from our earliest memories. Something that goes well beyond not merely fitting in with kids our own age. Our different is SO different, that as children (teens/adults even) we cannot locate ourselves anywhere. We are told we're girls, but nowhere among girls do we exist. This is often something that is pigeon holed as only occurring among Girls who are tomboys or baby Dykes or baby Butches, but the truth is, it occurs among ALL Lesbians, even the girliest of Dykes.Why? The simple answer is because we're Lesbians, but what does that really mean beyond attraction?

The very thing that makes us Lesbian is discussed somewhere between rarely and never and that thing is our brain, singular. We do not need two females or even two Lesbians, to be Lesbian. Lesbian isnt an action, Lesbian is a noun. Our Lesbianism was mapped out as soon as our father's sperm met our mother's egg. And based on that gene map, our Lesbianism, with each trimester created us accordingly. Thats the dry clinical simplistic breakdown of Lesbian, but how does that translate in the world as we know it for Lesbians?

One does not have to be a child psychologist to know that behavioural differences among general heterosexual males and heterosexual females is recognizable in infants/babies. As Lesbians, we've all been told childhood stories by our mothers/fathers and other family how we werent ever like normal girls. How we were more action oriented than Girls, more interested in how our toys worked rather than the toys themselves. Not doll or baby doll crazy. Crawled/walked before our sisters or girl relatives. Were either fine with playing alone or preferred it. More maverick than mainstream. Mrs Dirt for example, preferred girly little dresses, but her maverick behaviour for climbing trees or over barbed wire fences forced her mother to put her into pants more often than she would have liked. Girliness or lack there of (per heterosexual norms) does not define the Lesbian, but having a Lesbian brain does Re-define/unhinge girliness or lack thereof  (per heterosexual norms) in Lesbian children. 

It is this doing Girl differently that sets Lesbian children apart from Girls. We as Lesbian children know we're different and once around Girls our age, we know they know it! Usually by age three, Lesbians (no matter the variety) do not comfortably identify with the category Girl. Girls may resemble us, Girls may even dress like us, but we know they are not us. Girls do not simply confuse boys, Girls confuse Lesbian children as well, a pattern of behaviour that doesnt change as Girls age!

Some general but accurate early observations every dyke has noticed about Girls by age five at the latest:
  • Girls generally get upset quite easily.
  • Girls seem always to be upset about something.
  • Girls are catty about other girls.
  • Girls often tattle to authority figures.
  • Girls are indirect about their feelings.
  • Girls get horribly jealous over friendships with other girls.
  • Girls act silly or odd around boys.
And all this up to a decade before puberty generally hits. Lesbian children are often stumped/confused by the odd (to us) behaviour of Girls and most of us by school age do not feel we are Girls-because we effectively after all, are not-we are Lesbians.

Some general but accurate truisms about Lesbian children:
  • Lesbian children are not easily riled.
  • Lesbian children miss a lot of spoken and unspoken messages/rules Girls apply to other Girls.
  • Lesbian children do not often confine their friendships/interests to Girls or Boys. 
  • In the same token, Lesbian children feel they do not fit into  either category of Girl or Boy. 
  • Lesbian children say what they mean and mean what they say.
  • Lesbian children lack adequate language for their feelings and behaviour. 
  • Lesbian children tend to be more independent. 
  • Lesbian children often question social rules/concepts or outright ignore them.
When Lesbian children do play with Girls, we are often (no matter the girliness of the dyke) asked to play an action role by Girls rather than a passive role. Even in a group of new Girls, Lesbian children are often regarded by Girls as someone who is a helper, and when Boys are not present, even with Girls we do not know, Lesbian children are expected to play the role of Daddy/Husband. This relegation to male roles (husband/helper/helpmate) increases Lesbian children's confusion and discomfort with the category Girl.

It also signifies to Lesbian children that we are in fact NOT Girls:
  1. Because Lesbian children know the category Girl does not adequately describe us/fit us. 
  2. Because Girls never fully accept Lesbian children as one of their own.
  3. Because Girls view/treat Lesbian children as alien or other.
This wrongful identification, lack of understanding and blind heterosexual assumption of Lesbian children, beginning with parents/legal guardians set Lesbian children squarely in the locomotive path of confusion. Lesbian children are born with an intrinsic Lesbian esoteric sense of self untranslatable into language, since all known languages are heterosexually created/driven. Despite language's lack or absence, for natural purposes of survival, Lesbians can recognize each other. Our innate ability to pick out/pick up on other Lesbians/Lesbian children (mirroring) is another chapter in Lesbian children not seeing ourselves in Girls. In the same token, Girls do not see themselves in us.

It is a gargantuan disservice to label Lesbian children Girls. Girl implies much more than simply the clothes worn or toy preference, it specifically delineates heterosexuality and the schema that goes along with. Lesbian children are NOT heterosexual, therefore Lesbian children by nature are not Girls. Girl is the first (in a long line) of experiences Lesbian children undergo with mental and some cases physical discomfort. An uncomfortableness that is nameless, because as Lesbian children we are nameless.

This is the first post in a three part series I am writing to help Lesbians be better understood, to help Lesbians better understand themselves in a heterosexually dominated world and to give a voice to the namelessness that begins in Lesbian childhood and is now haunting Lesbians into transition rather than inspiring Lesbian survival as had in previous centuries.



Thursday, January 12, 2017

Mrs Dirt Put In Harms Way By Psycho-A Warning to ALL Bloggers

Yesterday on Twitter (out of seemingly nowhere and not for the first time) Mrs Dirt was Tweeted to by a new/faux Twitter account harassing her yet again about her real name/work credentials. Clearly someone who has an axe to grind most likely with me and rather than directly confronting me for whatever her gripe was, in heterosexual/STRAIGHTBIAN style she blasted Mrs Dirt's work name on Twitter publicly for anyone to see.

For a fuller report see Mrs Dirt's post here: Why I Use A Pseudonym. (Not That It Is Anyone’s Business)

Having Mrs Dirt's work name it is easy enough to see based on her long history with law enforcement as to partly why Mrs Dirt kept her name close to her breast and partly on another more serious case I cannot and would not reveal here. My point being, given Mrs Dirt's previous work that endangered her life every single day for more than a decade, our faux Twitterer cared more about pissing me off than potentially getting my wife murdered.

Fortunately due to some deep respected friends in high places the faux Twitterer isnt quite as anonymous as SHE believed SHE was/is. While we do not have a name at this point-(we will soon we're promised) we do have the IP address/origin of the Twitter ID for Mary Sue@realbaddeeds:
If ANY Bloogers see this IP addy on your blogs, BEWARE. I or Mrs Dirt will keep readers abreast of this ongoing situation as it may affect hundreds of Feminist Bloggers.


Saturday, January 7, 2017

Double Female Symbol-Not Lesbian-Then or Now

Between researching, ruminating and writing on the vast expanse that is NOT Lesbian, I also have to call out Lesbian symbolism as well. Symbolism, that like so much else NOT Lesbian, began with Radical (lesbian) Feminism in the early 70's. In their (RadFem) pursuit/recruit of lesbian aka sisterhood through collective female heterosexual angst/anger and hatred of men in some cases, RadFems needed something to symbolize their lesbian pride. This is what they came up with:

RadFems took the symbol for female and put it together with another symbol for female and voila, the symbol for LESBIAN was born! NOT! This symbol perfectly defines what RadFems and general society see as Lesbian. Any two women together and/or who kissed or where some sort of sexual relations have occurred at least once. Lesbian whether among RadFems, Feminists, Gender Critical, LibFems or the general public never exists on its/our own. Lesbian always has to be accompanied with another female (and by female I mean any "woman-identified woman"-Lesbian biology not required).

In the Sisterhood of Radical lesbian Feminism, BEING a Lesbian wasnt/isnt a requirement, and in fact BEING a Lesbian was/is often unacceptable. BEING a Lesbian, thinking with a Lesbian brain, functioning with a Lesbian body, threw a HUGE mannish wrench into RadFems groups/politics (we were/are accused of acting like men to silence us), so whenever a Lesbian spoke her mind (as we generally do), Lesbians were quickly excised from RadFem groups/political platforms. However, our biology (Lesbian) and the prime symbol associated with Lesbian continues to be used/abused by RadFems/Feminists/straight queers/STRAIGHTBIANS/pornographers/the tv/film industry and countless others.

Unfortunately the popularity of this
UNLesbian symbol trickled down into our once healthy Lesbian drinking water, poisoning generations of Lesbians to accept the hetsplained IDEA that Lesbian is any two women together, whether even they themselves call their relationship Lesbian. While according to the other side of their face-Lesbian on its own does NOT exist until we reach sexually maturity and then act on our sexual feelings.
RadFems version of Lesbian-ANY "woman-identified woman who does not fuck men. It does not mean compulsory sexual activity with women".

Youth Trans critical Professionals and Gender Critical Professionals version of Lesbian-wait and see until the Lesbian is old enough to know she's a Lesbian (kinda like voting or drinking) and then support her if she chooses to transition or not to. 

The general public's version of Lesbian-Any two females doing anything together that might turn a male on.
In short:
This is the first of a short series of posts on Lesbian Biology-Lesbian as Individual.

See also Lesbians Need A New Symbol by Mrs Dirt.



Sunday, January 1, 2017

January 20th 2017

Since the horror of the November presidential results, aside from shock, sadness and anger some unnameable fog sifted over our daily lives. Even those happy with Trump seemed dispirited this Christmas. And despite all those I personally know, including myself and my wife, as much as we struggled to feel some sort of Christmas spirit, that spirit evaded us through old time Christmas songs, Christmas decorations and even our beautiful white Christmas tree that we with hearts full, married in front of last year. I could not shake this feeling anymore than I could name it, till last week.

While standing in line at our local grocery store it hit me, September 1st 1939, a poem by W.H. Auden and the date of the official beginning of World War II. While waiting my turn to put my groceries on the conveyor belt I thought: "I sit in one of the dives/On Fifty-second Street/Uncertain and afraid/As the clever hopes expire/Of a low dishonest decade". Thats it! Once home, I flipped through my collected Auden and read the poem in full. I read it to Anna later, both of us in tears. I felt compelled (or guided) by Auden to write something updated from September 1st 1939 to January 20th 2017, when Trump will be sworn in as US President. I dont find it a coincidence that January 20th marks the anniversary of the Wannsee Conference in 1942, where Nazi officials decided the Answer to the Jewish Question-the Final Solution.

January 20th 2017 

I sit huddled, muddled in my apartment
on a dreary New Years Eve 2016,
wavering between worry and fear.
Contemplating a rising angst and ire
threatening the icy December air.
Something we carelessly thought
dead and buried long ago
has now been unearthed,
Biology once again speaks
its historical truths, the numbers
cannot hide their racial and feminine dearth.

Between Google and Wikipedia
we can excavate whats what.
From Madonna until now, pop
culture and pansy liberalism has
driven the US impotent and daft.
The Papa paradigm that began in Queens
shaped a sociopathic toddler to
be our next President elect.
And not All the Kings horses and All the Kings men
can repair what occurs in childhood
damaging the brain.

Wise common sensed Santayana knew
where suicidal Sylvia's black car 
of Lethe rode,
Where our Ipod History
stays always on repeat.
Where Today is all there is
and Yesterday never exists
Preventing lessons to be learned.
Where Hate goes on hate
while War holds hands with grief
and nothing ever changes, and no catastrophe is ever too great.

Trump Towers dot the calm skyline
Postiche over nature is
Collective Man's ruse.
The Earth has become a dime-store, where
each of our necks hangs in Consumerism's noose.
But happiness has no price tag.
And Love has never been for sale.
Utopia disappears in a landfill 
drowning in tons of polystyrene.
Global commerce has made us no closer
it merely masks our global wail.

Standing in the grocery line
chatter assumes all will be okay
But the faces betray their words
and gloom has its way.
Make believe only works for children
we cannot birthday wish for change.
Hope evaporates with every
dyke, nigger, faggot and jew.
Yesterday, that was never gone
returns with a vengeance.
Prejudice takes a breath and lives on.

The Iron Curtain takes a bow
But this is not the Ballet Russes
This is the United States!
What Janis Joplin said is True
about real Love.
Performing for thousands on Instagram
Facebook or Youtube may increase
the friends list of every man, women and child,
But what Social Media cannot do
is replace the interconnectedness
of the real face to face.

A minute past midnight and
New Year's resolutions start their moan
I will eat less and exercise more-
I'll be a better person and start going to church.
While in a few months time our resolutions
like dust, litter the floor.
Rote soon resumes its power at home, at work
and at play. While politics change by the hour,
who can keep up with who to hate or why?
The First Amendment has been impeached-
Some will fight, but most stay silently resigned.

If freedom of speech is removed
do I still have a voice to speak?
I refuse the Trumpeter's declare
that the Individual is dead and we are
all one State. If citizenry now means silence
I'll die with raised fists squeaking my squeak.
Death is not merely the Great Equalizer-
He proves with each and every death
That living, we are All alone.
Take it as proverb or as koan
But no matter, rich or poor, without Love we All die.

With blue pilled prescriptions in hand
Eros, erect bleats.
Some where between Caligula and Nero
the Hour Glass loses her sand.
And while certainly All will not be lost,
For now, Philistines rule our playground
while Hate and Ignorance play dodgeball with our lives.
It will take decades to figure out the cost.
On your feet or on your knees,
does it really matter?
When an impertinent toddler has been give the keys?


Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Trans Trending-Who is STILL Transitioning










  • There is but one cause of human failure. And that is man's lack of faith in his true Self-William James
  •  The great thing, then, in all education, is to make our nervous system our ally instead of our enemy-William James
  • Man can alter his life by altering his thinking-William James
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